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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by lighter on Today at 04:59:26 PM »

This is just the right thread for this, Meh.

"When we stop fighting, pulling and denying, and running - when we sit, even briefly, with what unsettles us - each moment begins to offer its lesson: that nothing is lifeless, nothing is void of Love. Even silence, when met with presence, begins to sing.  And here is the paradox: all that is beautiful in life, all that matters, all that carries grace, does not come when we grasp for it - not by thinking its ours to force into being. We push against life like a river fighting its own pull, forgetting both its Source and the vast ocean it longs to join."

--Lee Jampolsky

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Meh on Today at 01:08:14 PM »

"Trust Your Reality: You aren't "missing the joke." There wasn't one. You're just refusing to participate in the delusion that their every thought is fascinating or funny."

I know this one seems mild but when I read it I realize that they try to force a few weak people into their logic all the time and if one does not agree to their logic or creates an entirely different narrative it frustrates them, bores them or some combo.

Most people I think are probably accustomed to knowing that others do not find their every mundane though deeply captivating. That delusion that their every thought is fascinating or funny.

It's just profound to me because the N has sort of perverted the concept of funny, fun, etc.

Their "jokes" are bids for attention it's NOT meant to make another person laugh. It's so stupid and pathetic really.

It's still morning still more time to get things done. It only takes action steps. Small action steps to get things done.

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by lighter on February 23, 2026, 07:02:37 PM »

Take care of oneself ...
Take care of oneself.....
Sort of hypnotizing, isn't it, Meh?
 Mantra and meditation.


Hops....I see what you see....
Hear hear to abandoning self abandonment.
Yes.
Lighter

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Hopalong on February 23, 2026, 04:02:45 PM »

I hope my intution's right, but I keep thinking I'm hearing more light, less darkness, more freedom, and less self-abandonment from you, Meh.

Makes my heart feel good even if I'm just imagining it for you.

hugs
Hops

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Farm Journal - 2025

« Last post by Meh on February 23, 2026, 04:02:40 PM »

There was a snow flurry a few days ago here but also some variety of the plum or cherry trees are getting their little flowers already and the crocus and daffodils are up here so yes spring is on the horizon.

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Meh on February 23, 2026, 03:57:26 PM »

That last paragraph is so familiar, Meh. 

Your ability to see the behaviors, observe them, with some emotional detachment is huge, IME.

Just take care of yourself....limit contact, as you need/can. 

Lighter

Thanks Lighter.

Yes take care of oneself definitely has to be the ultimate goal. True true. And for whatever reason sometimes it's helpful to be told it.

Take care of oneself.
Take care of oneself....

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by Meh on February 23, 2026, 03:53:30 PM »

"They aren't looking at the food because they’re hungry; they’re looking at it because it belongs to you, and they want to see if they can get a reaction out of you by interacting with it."

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Mindfulness and codependence thread

« Last post by lighter on February 23, 2026, 01:20:49 PM »

I've noticed my Therapist's kind eyes....sort of automatically appear in my mind's eye, for me lately.

It's the warmest experience....expressing and receiving deep compassion.

One of the unexpected, but delightful, fruits and flowers of extended T with the right person.

I wonder if you've heard of patients experiencing this, Doc. 
 
Lighter

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: Anything again

« Last post by lighter on February 23, 2026, 01:14:14 PM »

That last paragraph is so familiar, Meh. 

Your ability to see the behaviors, observe them, with some emotional detachment is huge, IME.

Just take care of yourself....limit contact, as you need/can. 

Lighter

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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board / Re: The island

« Last post by lighter on February 23, 2026, 12:17:53 PM »

I prolly should have, Meh.  Instead I sent a replacement water heater, installer, DVD player, new DVD player, installer again...until guest stopped reporting trouble. 

She never got hot water back.  I refunded $300 back, before she told me hot water gone 5 of her 7 day trip. 

Maddening, there's not enough follow up. 

Lighter