HI Lighter, Yep, I have some processing to do and it is not Chernobyl, just life, big life.
I live in a house with 1200 square feet upstairs and 1200 feet downstairs. It is an art deco house and as get rid of stuff it is becoming much nicer to live in. The whole of downstairs contained my collection of antiques. One side for Chinese porcelains and scrolls and the other for antique Japanese wedding kimonos, saris, dolls and ikebana stuff. I did this for about 12 years. I found I was not a tough enough cookie to handle the aggressive and crooked customers. Also just lost interest.
So I have to get rid of the antiques. So I took a load to the auction. They are very specific about what they want so I still have all the dolls and kimonos to find a place for. I just cannot stand to deal with the rest of the stuff right now as I am so dismal on the computer.
I have cleaned up my yard which is full of great perennials, roses, Empress tree, fruit trees etc. The floors upstairs are fir and quite beat up and lovely so don't know what to do. Prices have gone up here a lot in the last year, at least a hundred thousand so I can move away. It is a mill town and very conventional. I don't want to be here any longer and it is not just seeking a geographical cure.
It costs a lot to hire someone to help. I have bad back and can't seem to face all the stuff. Neverthe less, a ton of stuff is gone. I have pretty mixed feelings about moving into my ex husband's realm and it might be too hard for my daughter too. So... if the auction is successful then I can hire someone good to help. I look at all the stuff I gathered that I thought I would use for my various interests and it is ridiculous. Making hats, hat blocks, milliner stuff, spinning wheels and wool , fabulous fabric for sewing, hundreds of great books, teapot collection, gardening stuff, a giant port hole from a 1940s rescue tugboat. All my writing and teaching materials, Stuff for art therapy. See what I mean?
The prices of apartments in the city are rising quickly, not as quickly as they are going up here. I want to move and prices are fast increasing in price so I am feeling that I have to do it NOW. However, this NOW attitude is not working for me. I though I could do it in a couple of weeks. But no, more like a couple of months and I am having to unload a lot of memories too. No wonder people don't move.
My sister has disowned me for not moving to the city where she lives. So that is how moving is. I am too old to keep this place up and too poor. Every year I spend huge chunks of money I don't have on important things like new stairs, New roof, new heat pump. Cant do it anymore especially without flogging the oriental stuff. The upside is I want a simpler life living by the ocean and just communing with nature and children.