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Bit of an update
lighter:
--- Quote from: Twoapenny on September 29, 2012, 02:08:10 AM --- I'm also very glad now I've spent so much time getting copies of records and writing things down, it will be interesting to see if what they send the sol is different to what they've sent me :)
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Ahhhhh yes 8)
The absolute satisfaction of having all the documents in one place, handy and familiar.....
the lovely feeling of knowing you have the goods, and framing mindful questions to get to the truth in front of a Judge, exposing what's been done to you.
It's good.
As for the people who made it possible for you mother to harm you.....
I think of it as a moral imperative to go to their licencing boards, and administrations. I would never gloat, but they need to be stopped from harming other vulnerable people. They're not just victims also when they've overstepped bounds in positions of authority and trust. They're people who can be manipulated into doing harmful things, and they shouldn't be in postitions with any authority, IMO.
Yes.
Lighter
BonesMS:
--- Quote from: Twoapenny on September 29, 2012, 02:08:10 AM ---Yep, karma seems to be a good egg :) I'm trying not to feel too smug. We're just beginning, there are no definites, it could all come to nothing. But the thought of some of them experiencing a little bit of anxiety over this is still making me smile. I'm also very glad now I've spent so much time getting copies of records and writing things down, it will be interesting to see if what they send the sol is different to what they've sent me :)
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Twoapenny:
Thank you, both. I'm sorry I've not been on here much lately. I'm finding things a bit stressful at the minute, to be honest. But, I am trying to do yoga, go for walks, have fun with my boy and just generally keep myself busy and on top of things. The solicitor seems good, on the ball, knowledgeable and keen to fight on my son's behalf. I know he is getting paid for it but, apart from me, no-one else has ever fought for my boy, although lots of people have fought against him.
More is coming to light. It seems at least one doctor involved in the campaign against me knew about the oxygen deprivation (and therefore knew it couldn't be my fault but was still insisiting it was). That isn't proven yet, it may turn out that isn't accurate, but at the minute that's where things are pointing.
I'm getting abuse flashbacks - this always happens when I get stressed out. It interfers with my sleep - I have to have the light and TV on - I don't know why, but dark and quiet seems to make it worse. It will pass, though - I feel better this morning than I have for a while. There is also quite a big abuse case in the UK at the moment, involving a now dead TV personality. He abused dozens of children, some mentally and physically disabled, it seems lots of people knew and did nothing, lots of children told and were called liars. I read a bit and it is triggering a lot. It's difficult to avoid completely as it's such a big news story, but I'm trying to limit what I see and hear. In a way it gives me strength; I was cuddling my boy back to sleep this morning (early hours) and it was nice. No-one ever touched me in a non-sexual way. I never felt safe. I certainly don't remember falling asleep in anyone's arms! So I feel like I'm loving him and healing little Penny at the same time. It's a funny world.
Will keep you posted!
BonesMS:
--- Quote from: Twoapenny on October 13, 2012, 03:04:24 AM ---Thank you, both. I'm sorry I've not been on here much lately. I'm finding things a bit stressful at the minute, to be honest. But, I am trying to do yoga, go for walks, have fun with my boy and just generally keep myself busy and on top of things. The solicitor seems good, on the ball, knowledgeable and keen to fight on my son's behalf. I know he is getting paid for it but, apart from me, no-one else has ever fought for my boy, although lots of people have fought against him.
More is coming to light. It seems at least one doctor involved in the campaign against me knew about the oxygen deprivation (and therefore knew it couldn't be my fault but was still insisiting it was). That isn't proven yet, it may turn out that isn't accurate, but at the minute that's where things are pointing.
I'm getting abuse flashbacks - this always happens when I get stressed out. It interfers with my sleep - I have to have the light and TV on - I don't know why, but dark and quiet seems to make it worse. It will pass, though - I feel better this morning than I have for a while. There is also quite a big abuse case in the UK at the moment, involving a now dead TV personality. He abused dozens of children, some mentally and physically disabled, it seems lots of people knew and did nothing, lots of children told and were called liars. I read a bit and it is triggering a lot. It's difficult to avoid completely as it's such a big news story, but I'm trying to limit what I see and hear. In a way it gives me strength; I was cuddling my boy back to sleep this morning (early hours) and it was nice. No-one ever touched me in a non-sexual way. I never felt safe. I certainly don't remember falling asleep in anyone's arms! So I feel like I'm loving him and healing little Penny at the same time. It's a funny world.
Will keep you posted!
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I hear you and I can identify and relate!!!!
The news story about the now-dead TV personality who abused children is making the news here on my side of the Pond and has triggered my old feelings as well. I'm glad they took the headstone off his grave and sent it to a landfill!!!!! He deserves to ROT IN HELL for what he did to kids who couldn't defend themselves while the other adults, who KNEW what he was doing, looked the other way!!!! :evil: At least the monster from Penn State is getting sent to the State Pen for 30 to 60 years for his crimes and another Momster got sent to prison for 99 years for nearly killing her two-year-old baby. I claim JUSTICE for all survivors of child abuse!
Bones
lighter:
Tupp:
I think it might be good to limit the negative tv coverage for a bit.
You'd be better off surrounding yourself with positive nurturing activities, IMO.
I think too much tv and news input can make anyone and everyone feel overwhelmed.
I'm praying for the best possible outcome for you and your son though this.
Light
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