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My brother and just life and stuff

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debkor:
I'm so very sorry Green for your loss.

Meh:
Am having some canned generic chicken noodle soup.

My father has been sending me daily e-mails about moving/visiting me where I am though I pretty much have discouraged him from doing so. Beyond that I have only really been able to give him short bland answers. His most recent thing is he is saying that he has an issue with my mother not giving him ashes.

My father is rather manipulative, doesn't really seem to hear and understand what I am communicating to him when I say I want space etc. Same ol' crapola.

I don't really want to stay in touch with him, he never really went out of his way to be much of a parent, didn't do anything special for my birthdays when I was a kid, didn't do family vacations, didn't really spend much time doing anything with him really. Shrug, I am old and tired and want very little to do with him. I feel disinterested. Problem is he doesn't have a life of his own he never got re-married and stuff.

Been a really long week, I am tired as heck, I think I will do dishes, walk to the grocery store and then sleep. Exciting life I have!!

I feel zonked out.

Meh:
Fighting the urge to set my alarm clock, think I will just sleep as long as my body wants to sleep

Hopalong:
Good.
You've been going through some things that are very exhausting
and you're listening to your needs...let your body rest.

Healthy groceries, rest. And walking.

Good stuff. Good choices.

Hops

Meh:
Here is the nasty e-mail I sent to my father:

"Can you please stop sending me all these emails about ashes and stuff, if you want to talk to your ex-wife then do it. I don’t care. Leave me out of it. Been sick of this shit for decades.

I don’t want daily reports about this. "

--He was sending me page long e-mails once or twice a day all referencing how he was going to come and see me even though I made it clear the first time he mentioned it that I didn't want to do that. Then he started launching in about my mother not giving him ashes and crap like that...."your mother".....
I mean yeah I know my mother is a nut job but so is my father. NOW I am so old that I DON'T have to be between it.

I was polite at first, I said "I am still grieving, and I don't really want to talk about or deal with this right now"....
But he doesn't take a freaking clue....it's like he doesn't acknowledge or hear what I am trying to communicate to him and I pretty much have to be an asshole about it.

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