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Too tired to have a voice, is there such a thing.

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Meh:
Too tired to have a voice

exasperated

feeling like the voice is impotent, stories are pointless

too old for anything to matter

nobody is listening

These things, if it makes any sense. Sometimes I feel like I had or have something inside of me, something to say but then I am always too tired to say it.

There is nobody to say it to. It doesn't make sense when it comes out. It isn't said quite right.

Every major life event or circumstance is summed up into an "oh well"    it's kind of sad I guess, if I were to care it would be sad

teartracks:


Hi Garbanzo,

I read all of your posts.  I hear you.  I've missed you.

tt

Hopalong:
What TT said...

Boat, you've been deeply stressed for years.
You were homeless. Then in a stressful shelter.
You had conflict with your self-absorbed Mom.
You had to move several times in a short time,
from one stress to another for a while.
Then your brother died.

I think your present numbness is a natural
response because healing has a long curve
and it really does take time. The psyche as
well as the body breaks down under so much
stress.

But it doesn't have to be permanent. If all
your body and brain were willing to do these
days was function enough to get to work and
back and keep the lights on and feed yourself,
that'd be plenty.

I think your voice is bright and beautiful and
brainy. And when your energies return and
some more of the healing is done, that voice
will have plenty more to say.

I'll always want to hear you.

love to you,
Hops

Meh:
Thanks guys, very very nice sentiments spoken by you two.

teartracks:


Should have included I care.

tt

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