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What gives you your sense of self worth
Twoapenny:
Lol, it is very 'British', I think it's probably the sort of place that people think of when they think of English country villages :) There's a nice feel to it, we explored a bit more yesterday, there's a nice flat, wheelchair friendly walk along a river as well and regular buses into town so it would be much easier practically and I think I would be a lot less grumpy :)
The campervan has been/is great; we've been using it like a mobile school. We've got books and craft supplies in there and being able to pull up somewhere, do a bit of work and then cook lunch is lovely. I'm hoping next year to do some work at festivals, providing my son's health has stabilised by then so it will be a godsend for that, plus it is just really good fun to drive :)
I've not actually heard any more yet and I was told they'd ring before the end of the week so I will have to chase them up later. Little bit nervous now it might not happen but still keeping everything else crossed :)
Twoapenny:
The flat is ours if we want it. The people vacate in a week's time, we can view it the week after that, they've already sent me the tenancy agreement and the only reason I'd refuse it now is if it's derelict so it looks like we're moving next month :)
Goodbye horrible people from the past, bad memories and constant reminders of all sorts of things I want to leave behind me now.
Also saw a doctor today who has finally been helpful. We've got some emergency medication for the seizures now. Still no closer to preventative meds or knowing whether he has this life threatening thing or not but at least one thing has been done.
Time to relax and pack over the weekend and then start badgering the doctors again next week.
Hopalong:
YESSSS!
So glad you have a chance at the flat and hope it passes inspection.
You sound drained, Tupp, and it's easy to understand why.
GET GOOD REST TONIGHT.
One day at a time.
Hugs
Hops
Twoapenny:
Drained is exactly the right word, Hops, I feel that every last ounce of energy, physical, mental, emotional and any other kind you can think of has gone. But.................I also feel that we have finally turned a corner and that someone has said "okay, that's enough. Let's make life a bit easier now". The flat will make life a lot easier day to day in a practical sense and I won't be as tense and anxious all the time. The doctors have finally started doing something useful and having emergency meds at home will be a weight of my mind as well. My 'not wasting time on draining people' thing seems to be helping and I am losing the guilt at not doing what other people want. So all in all good steps forward :)
How are things going with your job? x
lighter:
Whoo hoo! The place is yours Tupp, and you're moving if you want! This is such good news....
::already picturing the quaint village preparations for Christmas festivities and decorations..::
The new doctor being helpful sounds like it's taken a lot of stress off your shoulders... a blessing when our children are involved IME.
I didn't realize the caravan was all patched up and working order quite so much. Such good
If art supplies are involved..... count me in!
Having a mobile classroom makes it a very necessary resource I should think.
((((Tupp and son))))
Lighter
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