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Meh:
It's taken me ten months to print out my temporary medical card onto a piece of paper because I have no idea if the actual one ever came, printed it today. It's extremely neglectful. I pay insurance, I don't use it.
Maybe it falls beyond the category of procrastination, maybe this is on the cusp of crazy. When I procrastinate on things, it's often related to anxiety, fear or discouragement of some sort.
PR> " for someone who moved 7 times in 5 years ".
That is a lot of moving. I sort of feel like if I never had to move ever again or for the next ten years I would be happy.
lighter:
I've finished the first part of my training, and now focus on case studies. The plan is to move through this as quickly as can be managed.
The science of restoring blood and energy flow to disrupted pathways in the midbrain, limbic system, and neocortex, (damaged from trauma/perceived trauma), is a quick explanation of the work.
I've been aware of this missing piece of the puzzle since I was in my early twenties.
It's priceless, and I'm still trying to wrap my head around the possibilities.
Lighter
sKePTiKal:
As it comes clear to you, I hope you can put your interpretation of it here, Lighter. It sounds very helpful. That little bit of it makes absolute sense to me, btw.
lighter:
Adventures in home ownership......
I rubbed moss off my house shingles then blew the gutters out yesterday.
Ahhh.... fall.
Again.
The roof's about as steep as can be traversed, so I was happy to be down and blowing leaves for a while.
The pest guy was out last week and screwed flashing over a woodpecker's hole in the siding wayyyy up high...... the woodpecker was undeterred and back peck peck pecking the next day on two new holes just above the covered one.
About 3 days ago a second woodpecker started a hole on the opposite side of the house. I've been running from side to side, banging, yelling and scaring them away, but they just come back SO...
this morning I figured out how to extend my Little Giant Ladder to it's longest length and covered the second hole with flashing. Then I made very shiny art projects I screwed to the house below the existing pecker holes in hopes of chasing them away for good, but..... there's so much more house for them to work on.
:shock:
::Imagining my house covered in pie pans, Mylar balloons and shiny silver duct tape mobiles::
:shock:
My ladder won't go but so high, so.... I might be back on the roof hanging shiny blowy things from up there next.
The honey bees and flying squirrels were sort of charming, but I am so over these little wood peckers!
How is fall treating everyone else this year? I have to say it's beautiful weather, but we need rain.
My case studies are coming along.... everyone I've worked on is reporting relief, and booking more appointments. I'm confident enough to begin focusing on efficiency, and economy of motion.
DD14 begins a week of Feldenkrais neuro movement instruction for problems with her knee and jaw soon. We're pretty excited about it, and I'll keep the board updated.
Lighter
lighter:
I have three client appointments today. Tow I've worked on recently.
Today I'll be able to move quickly and efficiently through the sessions bc my youngest dd helped me hone tecniques I've been struggling with. She's had the protocol performed on her in it's entirety, and pointed out things I'd forgotten about.... very helpful to me.
There are some physical symptoms I've experienced that I'm curious about..... I think I've been overloading circuits and it causes my hands to feel as though I've been clapping very hard... tinging and stinging. Not painful, but baffling and a little annoying.
The third client is preparing Thanksgiving Dinner tomorrow, in a tizzy, and struggling with what is likely the last months of her h's struggle with cancer. I'll work with him too if he's feeling up to it.
Wish me luck.
Lighter
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