I feel such relief today! Always very glad that Xmas is behind us, and I enjoy this week a lot, the buildup to the New Year. Not particularly rationally, but I tap into positive hopeful feelings this time of year.
(I wrote somewhere that the Russkies should view the big Zs on their equipment as standing for: "Zelensky's." His speech was a big bawling highlight for me last week.)
Had a nice visit at a friend's today, sipping my fave microbrew and just yakking about church stuff and general home projects and this and that. Came home after the cleaner and felt my regular bottomless gratitude that this gentle woman makes my home sparkle 2x/month, doing things my back won't let me do. I gave her a huge bonus with the Pooch card and that made me happy. Her too.
Xmas itself was (to me, humorously) a near-pinnacle of pitiful because of my poor planning. Xmas Eve I planned after I fetched an Rx at the pharmacy, to go by a favorite restaurant and pick up 2 of their fabulous veggie quesadillas (one for Xmas Eve dinner and one for Xmas day's) which they'd fiddle to half cheese/double vegs...and they had closed the kitchen early. Duh, shoulda thoughta that. So never mind, I tells me resilient self, we'll fetch burritos at the Mexican place and...they were closed. Wound up eating drugstore pretzels for Xmas Eve dinner which was so stupid I laughed. Xmas Day I found a good Chinese restaurant open for delivery, and it was yum. So it all worked out. But I'm planning ahead for next year! I find I can do fine without custom or celebration, but not without some special food!
All in all, another December soon bites the dust and I'm so looking forward to January. There's no "new normal" yet and I'm not sure there ever will be. So learning to roll with it and remind myself I ain't the center of anything, is helpful. Big strides on that. Had a meeting today at the faboo condo of the Pres of the local Village nonprofit I'm VP of, and enjoying. She's driven, I'm in her wake but being as productive as I can. I enjoy brainstorming and planning with her for the course on Aging in Place we're team-teaching at the U. (continuing ed org) this spring.
Meanwhile, I'm warm, safe, and lucky. Pooch is dozing under her "christmas blankie" at the foot of the bed...my friends all loved the card w/ the photo of her in the sunbeams captioned "light in winter" and I feel lucky, alive, well, fortunate and though the word's been annoyingly trademarked by others, blessed.
hugs y'all,
Hops