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Meh:
Walked to a gym today to check it out, got a little tour. Sort of feel uncomfortable in the form of self consciousness. I think it springs out of me having social anxiety in general I tend to feel self conscious but definitely in a gym setting where I don't know what I am doing and am out of shape.
Even checking it out felt like an accomplishment of sorts as I have never been to that part of the neighborhood even. Sadly it's not as convenient as I would like it to be. Perhaps my search continues. If I had a home gym I actually think I would do it as self consciousness and inconvenience are actually bigger problems for me than motivation is.
Hopalong:
Ready to be inspired, Boat!
http://urbannaturale.com/how-to-create-a-diy-home-gym-with-items-around-the-house/
:)
Hops
Meh:
The photos in the media of the woman named Lamiya Aji Bashar.
Finding the news dark, the stuff about the large numbers, said to be thousands of women held as sexual slaves. Looking at the book that was published recently under a pen-name. Haven't read it.
The Girl Who Escaped ISIS: This Is My Story
by Farida Khalaf (Author), Andrea C. Hoffmann (Author)
It seemed as if there were very few reports about it, after the initial word that thousands of women and kids had gone missing.
Is it because it's too dark or because it's a relative drop in the bucket during the greater issues of war. Not sure.
Meh:
Odd thought came into my head.
For some reason I haven't been able to read at "home". Maybe it's because the lighting sucks, or because my allergies act up here. While I was riding the bus last weekend I did read, this book which I am enjoying. I generally don't enjoy the bus.
Was considering riding a bus simply so that I am encouraged to read.
Meh:
Just feeling lonely, and "dysphoric" PMS or whatever. I feel kind of pointless without context of other people.
sort of laying here tired, not wanting to take a shower or get ready for bed, just just JUST I don't know
I feel like I need other people to make my life meaningful.
have a headache, listening to some echoing English pop music stuff
looking at my name tag sticker stuck to the wall, reading my first and last name, feeling that detached sort of vibe like "who is she"
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