OMG... Just when I think she couldn't be more of a pain in the ass or crazier...
So, my way of 'having a relationship' with my mom is to meet her on a gamesite we play on and play and chat a couple times a week. That way I talk to her, noncommittal and all is surface and easy. Well, today she says she wants to go to a Private room... So I go... ask what's up... She says she has something to ask me and 'doesn't want me to get mad." I am already going, huh? And truthfully, I am already feeling a bit irritated... So she asks, 'Are you and your husband having problems?' Double huh???????? So I ask her where in the world that came from? And I tell her we are closer than ever.
Deep down I start to feel as I did before (I had to push these feelings away)... that I had 'done something wrong.' Her insinuation, I am sure, was that I was not faithful or some such thing? I don't know.
She said she hoped I wasn't mad at her for asking. SO I told her no I wasn't mad, but I thought it was a strange thing to ask me. So I asked her if everyone else was OK and she says yes mysister and her husband seem happy... (Yeah, right, just last week my sister said he has spent about a month away to go hunting... they have been married 4 years and lived together about 5 months of the marriage... nice deal for him, wouldn't you say?).
So... was she fishing for some argument? Or some emotional exchange? Or what? I just told her last week he and I planned vacation when we got back and planned to spend time alone together as well. And my dad just wrote him a lovely letter which my husbband forwarded to me.
Clues???????
Love, Beth
