Author Topic: being heard  (Read 2793 times)

axa

  • Hero Member
  • *****
  • Posts: 1274
Re: being heard
« Reply #15 on: December 27, 2006, 07:19:03 AM »
OHHHHHHhhh Guys,


The thought of my daughter skipping for joy in heave just sent the tears flowing.  She is, I just know she is.  And boy would she kick his sorry butt!!! I can just imagine her.

I think I hung on in there because I had N parents who were extemely angry people.  I tried to make things right for them and could not.  I failed them and somewhere in my child's mind I felt responsible.  I think revisiting N relationships was a punishment for my failure around my parents.  I see this quite clearly now.  I have been punished enough, by myself and Ns.  I feel it is time to move on from the dysfuncition and claim some of the love in the world.

Christmas was ok.  No stress though I do find the materialism of it all too much.  I think next year I will take some time out and go somewhere where there is less show and more sense of the real meaning of christmas.

axa