Yup,
Sure do know what you mean. I think now that I turned 50 I think about how I want to do the next half of my life. Am I happy, where I am, where do I want to go? So sometimes I make myself crazy. I'm to demanding on myself at times. So yes grats, I do really get sick of analyzing myself. I'm so busy doing it I miss whats fun and enjoyable. I really bore the hell out of myself sometimes.
So maybe my age has alot to do with it, oh God I have become MENO!!!!!! Damn!! and still the bastards get one over on us. They do midlife crisis they get red sports cars, act 20, get girlfriends. I get wrinkles, love handles, oh and that damn pot belly, which I still call baby belly after 13 years. But I do want a tattoo! Never had one. Just don't know what to get. I want something with meaning. Maybe I should get the middle finger! Now that's a symbol Universally known.
Love
Deb