quit my job and scared

[towrite]

Well, I am no longer in real estate. Thought about for a long time and realized I was hemmoraging money to stay in the business with nothing come in. And I have been hemmoraging emotionally - I have not been protective enough of my fragile self. When I realized that, I knew I could not take any more rejections. There's just been too much of it in the last 4 years. In a way I feel freer - no more guilt b/c I wasn't selling anything or b/c the managers at the office told me I wasn't coming in to the office enough. It was too much for me and I only now took stock.

I hope this step towards breaking a chain holding me down is a step toward things opening up for me. I am really scared but have no option but to go forward.

In the past I have always made choices out of desperation - usually about jobs. They always turned out badly - always. I am trying so hard not to do that again.

Thanks to everyone who posted about my job question. It's a teaching position teaching English to foreigners connected to the Air Force. It's perfect for me.

towrite

[Ami]

Dear towrite,
   I am so very happy for you. It sounds like it will be a very interesting. You have such a sweetness and "goodness' about you, towrite.
   Keep Sharing, My friend                        Love  Ami

[spyralle]

Towrite...  That sounds like a far more fullfilling and rewarding job...  You were clearly not real estate material... and THANK THE HEAVENS FOR THAT!!!!!!!  I think you will be a fabulous teacher xxx

Spyralle x

[teartracks]

towrite,

Your new job sounds like fun.  Wish I could find one like it!  Peace of mind - I hope that's what you're feeling and that the new job will be very fulfilling.

tt

[Bella_French]

Well, I am no longer in real estate. Thought about for a long time and realized I was hemmoraging money to stay in the business with nothing come in. And I have been hemmoraging emotionally - I have not been protective enough of my fragile self. When I realized that, I knew I could not take any more rejections. There's just been too much of it in the last 4 years. In a way I feel freer - no more guilt b/c I wasn't selling anything or b/c the managers at the office told me I wasn't coming in to the office enough. It was too much for me and I only now took stock.

I hope this step towards breaking a chain holding me down is a step toward things opening up for me. I am really scared but have no option but to go forward.

In the past I have always made choices out of desperation - usually about jobs. They always turned out badly - always. I am trying so hard not to do that again.

Thanks to everyone who posted about my job question. It's a teaching position teaching English to foreigners connected to the Air Force. It's perfect for me.

towrite

That sounds so positve towrite; congratulations!

I enjoyed teaching so much more than sales.

X Bella