Glad you enjoyed that axa! I was asking myself what I want to do before I die and, really, I seriously want to do that yoga pose.
It's really hard. There are others I want to do, but that one (upward one legged wheel pose) is numero uno. It's a funny thing to want, but there it is. I'm nowhere near doing it at the moment, but I like having a long term goal.
I never had goals when I was under the paw of the N, or even thereafter. Nor any desires or ambitions either. Too selfish. Too unsafe. My interests were targets of derision and abuse and he managed to despoil a number of them.
Here are other things I want to do:
kayak
make nutritious and delicious food for my family (is it hormones that makes me want to do this? is this the effect of estrogen??)
listen to my son and encourage him in developing himself
cheer at his endeavors
[many more parenting related items but those are the top]
write (a) book(...s?)
Be a DJ again
ski at various places (Tahoe, Vail, Alta, Jackson Hole...)
Go to grad school
Speak in front of a crowd
be on my HOA board
try out a different hair color
teach yoga
go on those yoga vacations (some day down the road when family is older)
learn some degree of Spanish and also Mandarin
take a class in classical Indian dance
Hmm suddenly I feel really embarrassed about this list and almost deleted it. So it's time to quit and post it quick.
