I cant. The resto of the people are on his side. I wanted to get rid of me and he planned it very well. There is nothing I can do. The only thing I can do is get out of there. As soon as I see an opening I will apply. I will copy and paste the e mails that I wrote today at three in the morning.
Dear Mr.
I am writing this e mail in the middle of my desperation. Dr. U does not like me at all and I feel he wants to get rid of me. He has told me very ugly things, then he said he never said those things. He asked me if I came swiming to this country in front of other teachers, the other teachers attacked me also. He constantly makes remarks against Spanish people in front of me, I feel provoked.He constantly pretends not to understand what I say. The las Friday he told me that parents are coplaining about my English, my English is very good and have never had problems with it. He comes every single day to my classroom. But he never comes to my best classes, he comes to my sixth period, after lunch, almost about to go home, and they are restless, full of sugar, but still the class is very good, but he has never said anything positive to me. I work very hard, I invite you to see my classes, they are excellent.
What I am asking you is to please, help get a job somewhere else. I need to get out of there. I do not want to make waves, I do not want to respond to his attacks, I only want to get out of there. But the websites are almost empty, no openings at this time. Please, help, in the name of Jesus I am asking you to help me.
I am not going to church becasue I was invited to play the piano in another church.
Please, can you help me get a job somewhere? anywhere? In the name of Jesus.
Dear Mr. And Mrs. V, Dear Betty, please, please, I need friends that can give a professional advise about what to do with my problems at school. If you were so kind to give me the words I should use, to help me have the attitude, how to handle my situation.
During the summer I did not look for a job. I had signed a contract with Mr. V. I had reasonable expectations to be safe and happy at BCS. It was wonderful until two weeks ago when my saga started. There are no openings at any place anywhere at this particular moment. Plus, I would like to get the bull by the horns and deal with the problem and turn it around. That is what I would like to do. To stay at BCS. But I feel so bad there. If somebody helps me.
The problem has to be addressed to my boss. I do not know how to.
If you are so kind to minester to me in that aspect of my life. I do not have any pleasures in life, I do not have boyfriends, I do not date, I have a very pure life. The only thing I do that really gives me pleasure is dancing. I love dancing.
Just need to make clear that I am not asking you dear borthers in Jesus, to talk to anybody, just to tell me how to do it. I do not know how to, not unly for a cultural issue but also because I am not familiar in how to do it. All the time, I never deffend my slef, I only run away, never confront the abuser. I want to stand up for my self this time.
Dr. U has been in my class almost everyday. That is not bad. That is a very good thing. And, always we are doing something. He has never been there and find me doing nothing. We are always working. Still, he does not have anything positive to say. "Are the children understanding what they are doing?
Today, Mrs. N told me that she hated illegal immigrants. That never happened before. Why did she have to tell me that. Not only that, but she went to Dr. U and complained that I am doing favoritism in my class. She told me that many kids do not like me. She also told me that his kid do not understand what has to be done. Where is she getting this ideas. Her kid understands everything perfectly.
I am not asking you to talk to them. Not at all. I have to deal with my problem. But I need to know how to. I do not know how to.
Dr U address the problem with me, but he is mad at me. He told me that parents are complaining of my English. That never happened before. He said that I have to take lessons of pronunciation. A couple of kids have used that as am excuse to not to do the work, in the past. But I know that everybody understands what I say. So, I feel I am under attack. You have to see the way Mrs. Way looks at me. She is going to kill me with her eyes. Mr. F, for the first time complained about the music, I do not put it very high, but the Spanish music section is indispensable for my class. Is about the only nice thing we do that is curricular and fun to do. I bought a piece of cake for him and he did not accepted it in front of the students. He put his arms high as a fault in basket ball and he said I do not want it.
Students stay at Mr. P class during my period, they do not get a note., they come late because he allows them to stay in his class, they miss information in my class, then I am to be blamed for the kid’s behavior.
I am playing at St J on Sundays so I do not even get to see you any more. I cannot afford for counseling. Our insurance does not pay for counseling and I still am paying a lot of money monthly for doctors that BCBS did not pay.
When I entered BCS last year all my life changed. I feel like I am having steps back now.
I have tried to talk to Dr. U, but he tells me things, then he says that he never said it. So, what is the case to talk to him? He said that because of Mrs. N’s complain, he will have to be in my classroom more often. I do not know what to do.
I just want ideas. Words to use. Or, if anybody can help me to find another job. You know so many people in education.
You can ask your grand daughter how good teacher I am. I am a good teacher. I promise you. I love A to pieces and she feels that I enjoy my work. Ask her. I promise you.
Please, if you have , dear friends, dear brothers in the love of Jesus, I see you as my pastors, if you can sit with me and talk.
Does this sound like regular problems? I see that the other teachers do not have those problems. I need to know if the problems I have are similar to others. But since the other teachers do not talk to me, I do not know what is a normal problem. I do not want that if you see me you turn around and walk fast in the opposite direction because I am bothering you. So, this will be my last attempt to get help from you guys. I promise I will do my best to not to bother you any more.
God bless you.
I saw him today at school and he asked me if I had a good day today. I said yes. I had a relatively good day. He said that he and his wife wanted to see me at his house on Thursday after school. He gave me the address. He is my ex boss and he is an important member of the church, he is in the school board and he has been head of school many times during hi 44 years ine ducation. I do not know why is he allowing this to happen. I do not know why. I start to feel that he knows. I do not know if he cannot do anything or he agrees, or he allows, or he is my enemy, he was very good to me last year. I am very confused. I do not know who is good and who is bad. I do not know who to trust. I do not trust anybody there. Dr. U has converted our school in a battle field. How can the administrators not notice anything? how can the allow it? Why?
I had to remove the other thread. I started feeling very scared and fear and thought that I had to remove it.
