It was me.

[paps]

I created the account several months ago.  Paps is short for Papaw, my grandfather who died when I was 6 years old and who I have very little memory of but was told by Mammaw he loved me dearly.  I used the account for surfing only until the My Aunt thread and Janets thread.  I had already deleted my mountainspring account and would occasionally come to the board to read.

I have a terrible time with conflict, I was highly triggered by both threads and I was trying to use my voice.  My actions only made the conflict worse and I apologize to everyone here who was offended.

Mountainspring

[Certain Hope]

oh (((((((((((Mountainspring)))))))))))  I've been so out of it, didn't even realize you'd deleted your account.

I am so glad you're okay and still here.... please be well and thank you for posting.

With love,
Carolyn

[finding peace]

((((((((((((((Paps and MS)))))))))))))))

It is good to hear your voice.

I have a terrible time with conflict too - but it is so freeing to finally be able to face it, isn't it? 

Well, well done.

Much love,
Peace

(How are you doing these days? It has been a tough time for you recently - I so hope you are doing well)

[Leah]

I created the account several months ago.  Paps is short for Papaw, my grandfather who died when I was 6 years old and who I have very little memory of but was told by Mammaw he loved me dearly.  I used the account for surfing only until the My Aunt thread and Janets thread.  I had already deleted my mountainspring account and would occasionally come to the board to read.

I have a terrible time with conflict, I was highly triggered by both threads and I was trying to use my voice.  My actions only made the conflict worse and I apologize to everyone here who was offended.

Mountainspring

Dearest ((((((( Mountainspring ))))))))

You need never have come on the board and apologized as there was no need for you to do so, wonderful dear person.  Never ever would I have betrayed your confidence, never.

I genuinely thought that you were Dr Grossman posting in a professional capacity, at the time of your posting on both threads, because you spoke such words of wisdom with a clear message of hope, in bringing much need healing and restitution in truth.

All in all, that truly says so much about the quality of you dear one, as a person of good standing in real life.

You had my respect and admiration then at what you courageously tried to do, and today, you have my greatest respect still and more.

Well done my dear brave one, well done.

Much love to you,

Leah


PS     May the Lord bless you and fill you with His love, peace and joy -- and may His light shine upon you and guide you along His narrow path.

[changing]

Hi-

I was thinking of you today and wondered how you were. Hope you are doing well. I love how you honor the good and loving people in your family, and the value you place on the older and more dependent people in your life who might be overlooked by others. You have true soul and your selfless good acts are a billion times more persuasive for good than a million vicious sermons. I have learned so much from your patient care of Mammaw.

Love,

Changing

[JanetLG]

Paps/Mountainspring,

Thanks for posting, and explaining.

I don't think you made things worse on my thread the other day, so don't worry about that. I'm not going to go into it here, but you didn't make things worse, OK?

I, too, thought 'Paps' was Dr Grossman, so it's nice to know who you really are!


Janet