Well, I was speaking metaphorically about avoiding conflicts here in the board. But it took a very interesting direction.
I cannot imagine Izz how difficult must be for you. An easy activity that the rest of us take for granted, is a huge journey for you. Even going to the drug store. That is why you end up exhasuted. My nehpew has cerebral palsy. He cant walk normally. Just walking is a huge exercise for him. He has to hold to something and his spine is very curved, his muscles do not sustein his spine. H eonstantly falls and somebody has to elp him get up. He is 19 now.
It would be nice if there was something we could tell you. But there is nothing we can say to easier your cross. It is admirable that still you manage your self to work on websites, and do business, read, etc, when so many people healthy do not work.
Your efforts and your attitud is comendable. Many people would start telling you why you do not ask for delivery, or why you so not do this or the other. I will not do that. You have a whole life working that, and you must know everything about that for somebody else to start telling you how to solve those problems. I imagine that you just want to be listened.
Many of us are emotionally handicap. We need a cain for our hearts. Or a wheel chair for our souls, taht somebody carried our souls so we do not have to carry it our selves. On the other hand you have to put your body in a wheel chair and your souls is inmensely independent.
You are a miralce and an example to all of us. Thank you ofr your post.