Hi Lupine-
Thank you for posting on the open Board. I am sorry that I must do this,but I prefer to be cautious regarding personal messages, as my soon-to-be ex husband is capable of almost anything- I am cautious in general, now. The only personal messages that I received heretofor were from friends that I knew well.
I check the backseat of my car every time I enter it, I check my home security camera every time I hear a noise. I limit my visits to others and circle around a bit to make certain that I am not being followed.I keep at least one dog with me at all times when I am home. I feel quite vulnerable when I am in the yard, though I love my trees and flowers- this is sad, really.The guards at my law school have photos of my Bagworm husband at each gated entrance. I wish that I didn't have to do these things, but I wish more that I had done them before the Bagworm's lawyer scaled my locked fence and almost broke my door down, and before the Bagworm brought the police to my home on a bogus complaint.
Thank you for your encouragement regarding my studying law- I went through a lot last term- Bagworm would show up and block my car or gate, etc, sent the cops who threatened to arrest or shoot me, I had to move out quickly and stay at the homes of others, etc, slept on the floor, moved most furniture out, my disabilities were aggravated, my mental and emotional stability sorely tried, my money taken and major stupid expenses heaped upon me, I was forced to get a lawyer and attend a bogus support hearing for my husband on short notice, etc.
Tomorrow is the first day of my new term- I must stay on task. I am getting a student loan for the first time and am concerned, also concerned about the results of last term, but I will just do my best. I pray that the Bagworm leaves me alone, we get our divorce, and I can concentrate on study.
My husband vowed that he would see to it that I would never become a lawyer- he knows that it is my dream to do a part to reform the system and help people who may not have access to justice at this time. Lupine, thank you for what you said to me- I truly appreciate the support as this is one of those shaky moments .
Love and Thanks,
Changing
