Dear ((((((((((Axa))))))))))) ... thank you for making a place for CB to fill us in!
Dear ((((((((((CB)))))))))))) ... thanks for the awesome update. I am thrilled for you and full of expectancy for your continued solid success! Praying that radar glitch of a couple weeks hence gets wiped off the screen in a flash, too.
About the emotional struggles of a new relationship... well, I've been remarried for 3 1/2 years now (having dived straight into all this, post N) and it's still a struggle, regularly, but... more than worth the pain and effort. I just keep remembering that I'm the only one who can make my moods, that it's all a choice, MY choice, and although that brings greater burdens, the loss of freedom attached to making someone else responsible for all that in me is far too great to even entertain, so... I'm stuck with me. lol. Terrible sentence, but I think you'll get it.
So much love to you,
Carolyn