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teartracks:




Lighter,

I was looking for you earlier.  I was wanting to make some leftover spaghetti sauce  taste like something other than spaghetti sauce, for I'd already had spaghetti two nights in a row.  I thought, "Where is lighter when I need her?"   Had I known that you'd be sitting by the fire with the Amazons, I'd have brought my spaghetti sauce laced with chilli from a packet.  Actually, it wasn't all that bad.

I'm thinking of you and the kiddles.

tt

lighter:
Thanks for joining the circle... tt and changing.

I'm praying too...

grateful to receive the prayers of those who know something about the battle of perception.....

legal and emotional menauverings of those without conscience.

I have guilt over pulling my family deeper into this ongoing despair (I've been living with for almost 2 years.... paralyzing)

I have to focus...

focus.

I slept hard last night....

and the dreams weren't too bad.

Thanks for being here... it means a lot.

Lighter

lighter:
::remembering all the advice and lessons shared on the board::

I have gained so many insights and wisdoms here....

now I must remember, and put into practice, that which I learned.

::nod::

Lighter

CB123:
Lighter,

You arent pulling your family into it.  Someone, or something, is pulling them in.  But it isnt you.

That's an important distinction, because you don't need any false guilt at this stage of the game.  There is a vortex of despair and it threatens to suck in everyone close by:  you, your children, your parents, your brothers and sisters, your friends.  You are not it's author or creator.  It is outside of you--it is other.

You will learn how to resist its pull--other people will help you--and you will help your children. 

Oh, Lighter, I know how it feels--it has been so very recent.  But it will end.  I promise.

Love
CB

lighter:
Thank you CB for that reminder.......

I didn't create all this.

That's so true.

((CB))

I'm so glad you're here right now..... thank you.

Lighter

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