Re: Darren's story - Emotional Abuse

[sea storm]

Darren,

After all you have been through you dont sound schzoid to me.  Your trust has been violated and you have been beaten down. Little steps help. You are writing plenty here and there is contact for you that is supportive here. Untangling the webs of trauma takes a while and only begins when you start to get the information that identifies the patterns that have been driving your life.
It is hard.  It is very hard to keep doing the things we know will make us healthier and to stop doing the things that are destroying us.  I am glad to hear that you are helping yourself and loving yourself.

Your story has helped me and I appreciate your sincerity and honestly

Sea