WHY WAS MICHAEL JACKSON SO WEIRD?

[CARLAJ01]

 

As a matter of public interest, when I ran across the Voicelessness website, I wanted to post a message concerning my knowledge of psychological problems caused by too early sexual encounters.  In light of the recent death of Mr. Michael Jackson, I wanted to let everyone know that his psychosis was caused by the fact that his idiot father allowed those young boys to perform in strip clubs and Las Vegas night clubs, where Michael and his young brothers were exposed to unspeakable acts of sexual behavior that made such a negative impression upon them that they could no longer function normally with decent women. 

Michael was attracted to older women like Jane Fonda and Elizabeth Taylor because they represented a sanitized version of the older women that he performed for in his youth and he was not pressured to perform sexually or have a romantic relationship with them.  I don't know what happened to his brother Marlon, however, I do know that several of the brothers have  been through a divorce or two in their lives, also.  However, since Michael was the "star" he was affected more by the unnatural sexual attention that was thrown upon him by under aged girls who solicited him for sex at such a young and tender age.
   
Michael also was sexually dysfunctional caused by the fact that he never had a childhood, so he expressed his sexuality on stage by fondling himself and doing provoctive movements that were "safe" for public viewing.  Quite unlike the women that he saw as a child on the stages of the strip clubs who enticed the men in the audience with their extremely lewd behaviors. He probably experienced his first erections and ejaculated during one of those shows. Confused and disoriented, Michael never learned to relate to a real woman his age with whom he could share his vulnerability. So, he retreated to his safe fantasy world of animals and children who could do him no physical harm.  Not to mention the fact that Michael told someone close to him that he had been sexually molested by someone in the "Motown family" when he was a teenager.  That act alone would doom him to a life of sexual dysfunction.

Michael and Marlon were also exposed to the sexual behaviors of his brothers who had sex in the hotel rooms where they performed with the groupies they met on the road.  I can attest to the fact that as a child I was exposed to the same types of sexual behaviors of several people who were much older than myself, and it had a very negative effect on me and my own sexuality.  Children who lose their innocence at an early age struggle with emotions and thoughts that should only be experienced by adults, and being forced to "grow up" so fast makes children rebellious and distrustful of adults. I grew up angry and confused. It also makes them want to revert to the safe part of their childhood before the trauma happened. Therefore, as an adult I do not relate well to other adults and I feel highly connected and more protective of my own children.

Whether or not Michael actually molested any children is debatable, but very doubtful in my mind. Should someone come forward with irrefutable evidence that he did so would be very surprising if not shocking. However, I can say that I don't think Michael could have ever harmed any child in that way. Remember, he was acquitted of all charges against him. People do not understand the "sharing a bed" thing, because the bedroom is normally thought of as being the place where most people have sex.  But, not always, because many people also sleep with their children whether they want to admit it or not.  Michael was also raised in a very small house with a lot of siblings who undoubtedly slept together without having sex with one another.

I have written a book about unnatural sexual encounters and other sexual escapades called: "Facing the Reality" and I would hope that people will read it, and that the society will work harder to shield young children from all the sexual crap to which they are being exposed these days.  Years from now we are not only going to have more sexual perverts and child abductions, but the institute of marriage will be extinct and the society will be doomed.

Thank you for listening,  Carla

copyrighted by C. J. Greene [404-486-1261]

[Ami]

I agree that MJ was not found guilty and I squirm when people talk so terribly about him.             Ami

[Lupita]

I agree that babies are blank papers where aprents write. And his N father must have written horrible things on him.

That is why he changed his face, his nose, his color, etc.

I recntly had suregry to rejuvanate. But just to rejuvenate, never to change my face nor my color.

So, when you see a weird person, do not blame the person and think what his or her parents did with him or her.

[Ami]

I feel that way, Lupita. When you see a psychologically weird person, the same thing is true.       Ami

[JustKathy]

I've also felt that MJ was innocent of the charges. Maybe he did have children in his bed, but there was no malicious intent. Michael believed that he was a child himself, so in his mind, we wasn't a 45-year-old playing with children, he was one of them. Even the first incident (settled out of court) always smelled fishy to me. Speaking for myself, if my child had been molested, I would have wanted justice, not cash. And apparently that father was later heard commenting on "winning the lottery," and so on, so the whole thing seems very suspect to me. MJ had deep emotional issues, and convicting him of child molestation, sending him to prison would not have been the answer. It may have killed him. A psychiatric facility, maybe, but prison . . . I shudder thinking about it.

Lupita, most of the cosmetic procedures that I've had done were also to rejuvenate. Like MJ, I've tried to look forever 25, which is my way of not looking like my N mother. Even when I was a child, M always look old and haggard, grumpy, mean. I think the way she lived her life took a toll on her looks. She was never happy, and SO full of hatred. In addition to being an N, she was also a sociopath, and hated everyone. She felt that she was perfect, and that everyone else was flawed. I honestly don't remember her EVER saying something nice about someone. She was a horrible bigot, especially towards blacks. I look back at photos from my childhood, and can't believe that M was only 30-years-old in those pics. She looked at LEAST 20 years older.

Like MJ, I think part of me obsesses over looking young because I'm still emotionally young. I never had children, and have remained somewhat in a state of arrested development, always trying to get back the childhood I never had. I get very confused when I start to see signs of aging, almost like I'm perplexed by it and don't know what it is. I feel 25 emotionally, so if I look in the mirror and see something else . . . I can't explain the feeling. It's like I feel detached from my body. So end result, I've worked my butt of to remain thin so I can still dress the age that I feel I am. And I've had the procedures. A mini-lift, laser resurfacing, botox when needed (stress makes me furl my brow like you wouldn't believe). When you read all that, the first reaction is probably that I look like Joan Rivers, but I really do look very young, and very natural. (I was also blessed with a skin condition in which I have too many oil glands, and excessive oil production. This has caused severe acne all my life, but the trade-off has been that my skin has not wrinkled - a curse at 20, a blessing at 49). Being the opposite of M, physically, has allowed me to actually like myself, not because I feel pretty, but because I feel that I'm NOT HER.

Anyway, my point is that I really get MJs desire to stay forever young, because his brain was forever young. Someone recently asked me if I could envision Michael Jackson at 80, and no, I can't. And having a skin condition myself, I've always believed that he did have the Vitiligo. I don't know why so many people questioned that. I had a black friend who had that condition, and she had white spots all over her body. Jackson often said that there was no known method of bleaching skin, so I asked a friend who is a plastic surgeon, and she told me that it's true. Skin can be made darker through natural means (sun exposure) or drugs like melanin pills, but black skin cannot be bleached. It makes me angry that so many people doubted him.

I can see where it would be hard for "normal" people to understand MJ. But for me, someone who was also emotionally damaged by an N parent, I got what was going on in his head. Many of my own friends have questioned me for defending him, but they aren't able to view things through my eyes. I sit around wondering what it must be like to be "normal," and not be haunted by what my mother did to me. I'm sure MJ did too. I think that's all he really longed for . . . to feel "normal."

[Ami]

Dear ((((Kathy)))
 Thank you for being so honest. I feel so many of the things that you do. I feel so young inside.           Ami