Nolongeraslave 's Story

[Ami]

Oh my(nolongeraslave)  you have a strength which you should be proud of . I am really glad you are here. I moved your thread cuz stories are  written on that side and comments on this one. I didn't want your story to stand all alone. I know how hard that is when you have poured your heart out .
 I think you have enough strength to heal in a real way.
 I am so glad you are here. Keep sharing. Many of us understand the hard things you went through. I do.                  xxxxooo   Ami

[Ami]

Thanks Ami! ..I always get the initial feeling that people think "Oh here we go again..I don't want to hear this."

I knew it was something I had to do....It always feels good to let everything out!

That sounds like  your old message of not being worth taking up space. I have that too. It is part of our legacy of being abused.Keep writing and expressing yourself.
 I used to be really numb but am getting better, slowly. Expressing my true feelings is a big part of it.       Warmly     Ami

[HeartofPilgrimage]

NLAS, This is a great place for you to tell your story. That's what it (and we) are here for. When new people arrive at the forum, it reminds us of the purpose, and it helps us to pass along things that we've learned as well.

[Ami]

KEEP WRITING(((((Nolongeraslave)))) You will be safe here!!  These are only words until you can feel them in your heart but it was NOT your fault. It will take time for you to heal in a feeling way. Expressing yourself is the start.                                                xxxxxxoooooo                                                   Ami