He actually told me he does not talk to my kids because, "He doesn't know what interests them."
Hi Gratitude. It took me almost 40 years, but I've finally started to see the truth about my father, and there are quite a few similarities to what you have posted.
I made excuses for my dad my entire life, thinking that he loved me, but that he was brainwashed and couldn't do any better. Like your father, he did defend me somewhat, but the attempts were very weak, and limited by his loyalty to M. When I left home, and was living in poverty, he would come visit me to see if I was okay, but wouldn't give me any money for food, not even a ten dollar bill from his wallet, because M had told him not to.
I find your quote above very interesting. Ever since I got married, whenever F would call, he was only interested in speaking to my husband. Before I went NC with my mother, Christmas visits were the same way. He wanted to talk "guy talk" with my husband, but had nothing to say to my sister or myself. I really believe that he had NO idea how to talk to his daughters . . . knew nothing about our jobs, our lives, our interests. We were just girls. His son, the GC, was everything to him.
I'm now NC with my dad, and interestingly, it was my husband who finally told him him to stop calling. When F would call, he NEVER asked to speak to me, just wanted to talk to hubby. So hubby finally told him that he wasn't comfortable making small talk with someone who had hurt his wife. My father didn't get it. I don't think he ever felt a responsibility to get to know his daughters. The male heir was all that mattered.