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Butterfly

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Re: I'm going back ...
« Reply #15 on: March 07, 2010, 09:06:35 PM »
Hi, Bear.  Oh, my goodness.  What a wonderful thing to hear a mom say that she apologized to her child.  It is something I'm sure that most of us here on this board have never heard from our own NMs.  What a great mother you must be!!  I can relate to the rages that you endured from your mother--I suffered similar rages from my own mother--constant and horrifying.  And, I relate to your experience as well.  I have gotten angry and yelled at my children in a way that made them look at me with wide eyes, and it scared me, too.  I apologized and vowed to handle their uncooperative moments differently.  And, then . . . of course, I beat myself up about it mercilessly for weeks. 

I have found that it helps for me to put myself in what I call my "objective slow motion" mode when confronted with chaotic parenting moments.  Yes, it involves deep breaths and counting, but I also ask myself "is what is happening now the reason for my anger?"  9 times out of 10, the answer is "no."  And, just taking those simple steps helps me to reasses and regroup before I act.  I have found that if I can use reason and logic to get past the trigger moment, then the anger goes away pretty quickly.  And, I believe that therapy is important to help me determine where to direct my anger. 

I wish you success in your efforts.

Bear Hugs to you,
Butterfly

bearwithme

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Re: I'm going back ...
« Reply #16 on: March 08, 2010, 04:25:39 PM »
Butterfly, I'm so glad to have you in our mommy group here.  Us mom's need to stick together on these issues and what a difference it has made in the way I feel.  Your slow motion mode parenting style makes complete sense and I think my therapist will have me try things like that among other things to focus on.

I have learned so much here and very happy about that. I'm already making progress.

Bear