My 76 year old NMother is extremely
dependent. Is this unusual, or are there others out there? (On some level I guess all Ns are dependent - they need us to feed them their N-supply.)
My Dad did eveything for her - pandered to her every whim (was he some kind of inverted N?? Definitely some kind of co-dependecy thing going on there. Still figuring that one out, though.) Anyway, NM is basically a spoilt brat!
After my Dad died (April 2000), NMum came to live here (DAMN! I should have followed my sister's example and moved to the other side of the world.) For the first 4 months she lived WITH us, which was sheer HELL.

Even my very laid-back H said it was intolerable. Now she has her own apartment in a retirement complex, where she manipulates the House Manager and anyone else she can. She gets a 92 year old very frail old woman who walks with a frame to post her letters for her; "It's alright, she has to go to the Post Office anyway."
Without Dad she is NOTHING, but she still manages to wield the power and see herself as important and special. Or it flips over and she's the sorriest soul, the greatest martyr there ever was. My aunt had to have half her leg amputated after a failed bypass operation. NM's comment? ..... "It's OK for
her, she's the sort of person that can deal with a thing like that!"

Meanwhile, we have to be
so sympathetic about all NM's little aches and pains.
Sorry, starting to rant on a bit there.
For some time now, I've been wondering if NM is losing some mental functioning. It's been hard to tell how much is down to her age, the bereavement or just being N. Also, the more I grow to understand about NPD, the more I can see it at work in her. Yes, I think it becomes more exaggerated with age.
Great book: 'Why is it Always About YOU?' by Sandy Hotchkiss
- has a chapter (now rather well-worn and dog-eared) 'Narcissism and Aging:the mirror cracks'. The book outlines four coping strategies, then applies them to several different situations/circumstances.
The strategies are: Know Yourself, Embrace Reality, Set Boundaries and Cultivate Reciprocal Relationships. In other words: know what your 'buttons' are and be aware of when they're being pushed; be realistic about what you can achieve (in the case of dealing with the aging N, getting help bought in seems to be far better than trying to do it yourself!); set boundaries AND STICK TO THEM; and keep nurturing your support system of friends, relatives, anybody who understands - don't give yourself over to the N.
2 more excellent books that have helped me enormously:
'Toxic Parents' by Susan Forward and
'When You and Your Mother Can't be Friends' by Victoria Secunda
I've been working hard for some months now, hungry to learn as much as I can about NPD and trying to find how to deal with my NM and come to terms with my situation (since Dad died, 'cos he was my shield). I'm so,
so, so glad to have found this message board now. Thinking of all my reading, and imagining you all urging me on, I was finally able at the weekend to stand my ground, set my boundaries and say a firm "
NO!" to a couple of NM's excessive demands (
so like dealing with a small child!). I was shaking afterwards and burst into tears as I put down the phone, but I
did it!!!!!!!!
Oops! Getting tearful again now at the thought of it. OK, I've rambled on long enough!!
Thank you, thank you, thank you
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