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Overcomer:
Why are us poor dysfunctional children of Ns surrounded by dysfunction?   I just want to be related to normal people.   My H sister sent us a hate email.  Real, bold, awful barbs.   Here I am fighting fir my life and she told me she didn't send flowers this last hospital stay because I didn't send a thank you card. 

Meanwhile my loser cousin mooches off my mom and us walking dysfunction. 

I sent my ex to child support recovery and he owes me $35,000 and he is trying to make me feel guilty. 

And Nmom continues to act more forgetful.  She throws fits if she doesn't get her way. 

I just want normal !!

Hopalong:
I'm really sorry, Kelly.

It's too much.

I think chances are nobody outside of you, external forces, especially family, won't change much...
but with all you face and all you're fighting---you deserve harmony and peace.

It'll have to come from inside....it's already there, already inside you,
no matter what they do or don't do.

Listen for it...trust that you have it. You do.

love to you,
Hops

Overcomer:
Thanks Hops!!

Ales2:
Sorry Kelly. I hear that struggle loud and clear. I'm in a depression study and I told my monitor that one of the problems that paralyzes me from moving forward with anything these days is that I just dont know how to attract better bosses. jobs, relationships. Everything turns out to be the same as before and I keep repeating dead ends.  I just want normal too!

((((((((((((((Kelly))))))))))))))


If anyone can figure out how to attract better things as we are making ourselves stronger please let us know!

BonesMS:
It seems we attract what has been familiar to us since birth.  It's hard to recognize the big picture when standing so close to it.  It takes courage to speak out and declare:  "I want something better and HEALTHIER!"

Bones

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