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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival => Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board => Topic started by: JanetLuez on June 20, 2005, 09:59:17 AM
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Hello,
I have read a lot about the characteristics of being a narcasissit but don't see much on what can cause someone to become a narcassist. Can anyone help me in finding some information?
Thanks
Janet
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Hi Janet,
I have a wonderful article that deals with the causes of NPD. I have it on a disk somewhere. I will search for it and post it for you....Okie!!!
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I'd love to see that article!
From what I can gather, narcissists beget narcissists beget narcissists:
My Nmom seems to have developed NPD as a defense mechanism against childhood abuse from her Nmom. She never had a voice, and she chose to react to that by making herself the centre of everything once she was an adult. Her lack of voice led to her sense of entitlement (ie "I was abused, the world owes me everything now"), she learned to knowingly lie to protect herself especially when she felt cornered (ie "A little white lie never hurts"), she developed a grandiose view of herself as an escape from her real life (ie "I am adopted, but my real parents were famous doctors and royalty, I am better than everyone"), she was over-criticised, so she learned to shut out all criticism (ie "you're not gonna walk all over me").
And her N traits, in turn, robbed me of my voice. I always saw myself as the complete victim, but now I see how I have taken on some traits. For instance, she was heavily criticised, which made her unable to accept criticism and highly critical of me because that was the example she had seen. I became unwilling to accept criticism and have spent several years trying to learn that there really is such a thing as constructive criticism.
It's a vicious cycle.....
hey_dahl
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I started to go through my disk and I ran across this. I thought this might give you some information but I will continue to look for that one article in particular.
http://narcissistic-personality-disorder.com/index.htm
http://www.ippnj.org/mcwilliams1.html
http://www.soton.ac.uk/~crsi/Doothersbringout.pdf
http://www.csbsju.edu/uspp/Research/MalignantLeadership.html
http://www.freud.org.uk/narcissism.html
http://www.screenplay.com/reel_people/personalities/narcissistic/qualifications.html
http://members.aol.com/dswgriff/chardisorder.html
http://www.essaydepot.com/essayme/2692/index.php
http://www.heartrelationships.com/ARTICLES/Narcissism/narcissismApr13.htm
http://clik.to/nfree
http://groups.msn.com/narcissisticpersonalitydisorder/projectionaglimpseofhell.msnw
http://www.tech.purdue.edu/Cgt/Courses/cgt411/covey/48_laws_of_power.htm
http://www.studyworld.com/newsite/ReportEssay/Science/Social%5COn_Narcissism-34103148.htm
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but my understanding is that narcissism develops when there is a conflict in being raised ( or in some circumstances being nurtured another way even later in life ) and a person is simultaneously placed on a pedestal and assigned special attributes whilst being kept at an emotional distance.
The narcissism is a protection mechanism which hides from the child the fact that they feel unloveable or unworthy personally whilst getting mixed messages about how wonderful they are for certain attributes.
This happened to my nh when his mother developed cancer and she was almost worshipping of his intelligence and projecting how she expected him to pursue his career and life etc, but never showed him any affection; my guess is that she maybe thought he needed to be tough ( and successful ) after she had passed, but she did great damage and it's taken years for him to start relating anything like normally.
We were out today and I said you're behaving narcissistically and it's the first time he agreed and said he was nervous about some medical tests.