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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival => Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board => Topic started by: axa on December 16, 2006, 08:25:22 AM

Title: Free at last
Post by: axa on December 16, 2006, 08:25:22 AM

Hi All,

Its been a while as I have been working through some stuff and also taking the rose coloured glasses from my eyes.  Well, N has stormed off so many times and I have let him back when he turns on the tears and the charm.  I cannot believe that this week I threw him out.  I never did this before because I knew it would just be a game and I would let h im back.  But I did it, not with anger, oh so calm and I feel good.  I feel a sense of freedom I did not think was possible.  I do not feel afraid in fact I feel a little excited at the prospect of having a life. 

I will not say more as I have PLANS for today with REAL people but will write my truth over the next week


WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


xxxxxxxxxxx

Axa

Title: Re: Free at last
Post by: penelope on December 16, 2006, 08:51:18 AM

 AXA,

that is great news!  you sound so healthy and whole.  Your spirit is alive inside you and yearning to be free.

love,
bean

Title: Re: Free at last
Post by: Hopalong on December 16, 2006, 10:32:41 AM

Wow, Axa.
That decision made in calm instead of drama sounds like a big step forward.

So good to hear this news!

Hops