Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board
Voicelessness and Emotional Survival => Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board => Topic started by: axa on December 27, 2006, 01:13:15 PM
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Last night I had a nightmare. I was shouting at XN's daughter and Xwife, being very angry with them. Then Xn appeared and I tried to reason with him while he ignored me. The dream went on alternating with me being angry with the other two. I assume this is me procesing some stuff but really i am disappointed that at some level I am still trying to appease XN and take my anger out elsewhere, even though it is a dream.
Bit disturbed by all of this
Axa
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Hi Axa,
I wanted to send hugs to you, I'm so sorry to hear of your N's envading your dreams. Of course that is just my interpetation, I know how hard you are working and it seems like such a defensless time.
I hope as you speak of your dreams they will work through while you are awake and you can find peace while you sleep.
(((hugs seasons)))
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Possibly you can open your mind each night before sleep to dreaming of N with the goal of learning something new or having an insight. Sometimes I have done this with success. It doesn't work every night but it has worked several times. When I open my mind to the possibility of insight then my dreams seem more imaginative and I do get new ideas sometimes. Then there is less of that frustration that you are powerless even in your own dreams. I hate that feeling myself!!! I figure my own dreams should be ones of strength and freedom. But sometimes you do have to work out the weak parts, unfortunately.
Pennyplant
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Hey Axa,
Dreams can be really troubling but can you think of them as a safety valve?
You have released a lot....
hugs,
Hops
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penny,
Interesting way of looking at it..........will try it out.
Hops,
Maybe there is something being released, safety valve...never thought of that
thanks,
axa