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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival => Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board => Topic started by: Ami on August 16, 2007, 12:04:37 PM

Title: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: Ami on August 16, 2007, 12:04:37 PM: Today, something really big 'clicked" in. Steve, that genius, wrote some profound posts. I could not get them, in the heart,but I knew that a big answer was within them. Then, Shunned, Bells, Iphi, Janet, Tweety, Authentic and I were working on the Twiggy thread about the "inner child"
Today, I understood Steve's post about us being our own 'universe" .I feel close to what I did at 14. I feel almost "real". I still have many issues to 'let go",BUT this is a really big "win" for me.
I have to be my universe. If not, I am not "occupying' and 'using the space and force that God gave ME( and only me) to live my life.
. I am not using and living any of my potential
Somehow ,my M stole my ability to think,feel, and perceive FREELY. I was scared to death of my thinking, feeling and perceiving.
I felt totally bad and selfish to be my own universe. I felt like I was a HORRIBLE person to want anything for myself. I guess I had to be a "sacrifice" to her. Somehow, she programmed me like this.
I am just at the very,very beginning of getting whole,but thanks to you-- I made a very big step, Love Ami
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: towrite on August 16, 2007, 12:06:22 PM: Live as BIG a life as you can - you are as large as your life. hugs, Ami.

towrite
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: Ami on August 16, 2007, 12:18:36 PM: Dear towrite,
I wanted to start another thread to thank you for the concept of one emotion being the "flip" side of another. I saw that anger if the flip side of fear. I have been very,very fearful BUT I think that it is anger. Maybe,under anger is hurt. I have not gotten there, yet.
Thank you also, for your help with the inner child Love Ami
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: towrite on August 16, 2007, 12:43:27 PM: Ami, you are so sweet. Thanks for all you share. I love your quote - can you tell me where it came from? I feel like it's a description of my life.
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: bigalspal on August 16, 2007, 12:44:27 PM: Way to go, Ami!
You are experiencing such maturity.
I love watching you grow & "get it".
I'm honored to be your friend.
Love, Bigalspal
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: Ami on August 16, 2007, 12:45:21 PM: I don't remember . I heard it on the radio and then forgot who said it. Love Ami
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: JanetLG on August 16, 2007, 12:50:57 PM: YEAHHH!!! :D :D :D
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: NoMoreMindGames on August 16, 2007, 01:23:21 PM: i'm so happy for you, Ami....:)
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: changing on August 16, 2007, 02:52:25 PM: Ami-

Thank you for sharing your joy with us! I hope that every day, despite life's ups and downs, you live with the purpose, meaning, and happiness that you feel today!

Hugs,

Changing
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: Iphi on August 16, 2007, 03:24:06 PM: Awesome! And I don't mean that in a valley girl kind of way!
Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: finding peace on August 16, 2007, 03:30:51 PM: (((((((Ami))))))) I am so happy for you.

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Title: Re: I am so happy that I just have to share it with you
Post by: WRITE on August 16, 2007, 07:28:09 PM: glad you're happy Ami! It's a good feeling isn't it.

Love
~Write