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Voicelessness and Emotional Survival => Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board => Topic started by: Ami on May 14, 2008, 07:04:28 AM

Title: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: Ami on May 14, 2008, 07:04:28 AM

I had a neat experience , when I woke up. I realized that I AM the "me", I always was. I am in there, as me, within my "borders" and intact. I CAN foster my growth, bring light and joy to my being and be separate from the outside.
 I am reluctant to post this b/c it seems like a "drug trip"(lol). However, I "clicked" back in ,in some deep way . I am important for "me", not just what I can give others.
 I can build myself up,now, starting from where I am and going up the levels until I reach good mental health, well balanced.I can be defined as me. I WILL reach good mental health. It is a reality now, not a dream.
     Ami

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: Ami on May 14, 2008, 08:26:27 AM

I "see" how I am replaying the original pain of my M out on all every day situations and relationships---Yikes!          Ami

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: lostkitten on May 14, 2008, 09:04:55 AM

Ami,

Just the 'knowing'

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I realized that I AM the "me", I always was.

Is such a wonderful leap in the right direction. There is great beauty within you. :)

(((Ami)))
May you be blessed and lovingly guided on your path.
Kitten

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: Ami on May 14, 2008, 09:56:57 AM

Thank you, Lost Kitten
That was so sweet.      Love to you, friend    Ami

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: Leah on May 14, 2008, 10:01:58 AM

I am important for "me", not just what I can give others.

((((((((( Ami )))))))))))

That speaks about being an authentic self.

Love, Leah

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: Ami on May 14, 2008, 10:06:30 AM

Wow, Leah.
I really almost erased this thread a few times. I thought it sounded "dumb, an "acid trip"(lol). Thanks for what you said. I never thought of it that way.   Love   Ami

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: seasons on May 14, 2008, 10:20:31 AM

((Ami))

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I CAN foster my growth, bring light and joy to my being and be separate from the outside.

You are such an inspiration of hope and healing. It takes such strength to come from such wounds to discover Ami has aways been there, ready to triumph and live her TRUTH, and we are so lucky to be here and share with you!

Love to you as you continure to shine through. love seasons

P.S. You are helping me find the strength to weed throughit all, Foo and find my truth, thank you (Ami)

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: sKePTiKal on May 14, 2008, 10:47:45 AM

TA-DA!!!!!


Yep; you've always been there... your "I"... not an acid-trip (despite how strange it feels... you'll get used to it!)... REALITY: Ami's reality.

I'm so happy for you...

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: Ami on May 14, 2008, 04:53:43 PM

Thank you, Seasons
 That was so heart warming to read. You have a gift of encouraging others, Seasons. I really appreciate you, so much!  Love    Ami

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: Ami on May 14, 2008, 04:56:14 PM

Dear Amber
  That you for your supportive post. I am re-finding the "I". It can't be bought cheaply when you have lost it for as long as I have. It is precious, as I know you know, Amber. Thanks for your encouragement.   Ami

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: Leah on May 14, 2008, 04:58:03 PM

((((( Seasons )))))

Sincerely, you are such an encouraging gentle spirited person.

Love, Leah

Title: Re: I Went 'In to Myself" ,Today
Post by: Ami on May 14, 2008, 07:21:56 PM

I helped my friend ,today, and he helped me. I realize it is all about "love". Love is what fuels us. It is so powerful , so healing. It is  simple, yet out of reach until it "hits" you. Then ,many complex things seem understandable.      Ami