Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board

Voicelessness and Emotional Survival => Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board => Topic started by: alone48 on November 10, 2008, 11:09:06 PM

Title: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: alone48 on November 10, 2008, 11:09:06 PM

It had been six months since I heard from N and lo and behold he decided to kick up stuff on my birthday. Was that an accident, I think not. Now all the same feelings have come back (fear, anger, and just confusion) why can't he leave me alone?

Title: Re: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: Ami on November 11, 2008, 06:58:18 AM

Dear Alone
 My opinion is that your FOO issues are still hooked in to him.The issues that attracted you to him are still inside you whether or not he is there,physically or not.
 I can explain more ,if you would like.
 I hear your anguish. I am so sorry, Alone.    Ami

Title: Re: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: Izzy_*now* on November 12, 2008, 09:52:31 PM

Alone

Did you do anything to bring about his "interest" on your birthday? No? Well then tell him to "shove off and drown"

izzy

Title: Re: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: alone48 on November 13, 2008, 12:23:44 AM

No, I did absolutely nothing and still haven't. I fear any recognition on my part will only bring on his wrath. I lay low and hope he goes away again, it had been soooooooooooo nice.

Title: Re: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: Ami on November 13, 2008, 08:18:15 AM

Keep writing, Alone. It will give you an outlet for your feelings. I am here for you!        Ami

Title: Re: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: alone48 on November 14, 2008, 08:22:31 PM

Thanks Ami, eventually he will win.

Title: Re: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: Ami on November 14, 2008, 09:49:17 PM

What do you mean, Alone? That sounds scary. Maybe I am interpreting it wrong.                  Ami

Title: Re: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: Ami on November 18, 2008, 10:59:16 AM

How are you doing, Alone?   Thinking of you and hoping you are OK.               Ami

Title: Re: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: alone48 on November 24, 2008, 08:16:03 PM

Thanks Ami, just hanging in there and mad at myself for allowing N to do this again.

Title: Re: Just when you think you've made it....N returns
Post by: Ami on November 24, 2008, 10:36:41 PM

 I have made so many mistakes that I could paper my wall with them. I lost my compass, early on, and it was a terrible trip after that.
 I don't think we can help it,Alone
 I know that I couldn't.     Love, Ami