Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board
Voicelessness and Emotional Survival => Voicelessness and Emotional Survival Message Board => Topic started by: Izzy_*now* on September 13, 2009, 01:30:42 PM
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Susan Boyle,
I have no idea of how this board feels about her, but I was in my miseriest when I heard her audition tape, in April, and her story, and watched every day (except in Hospital) after it came to youtube, and she 'heals 'my soul. I watched her on the tour and cheered her on, while people put her down for not appearing, while others were not appearing and those so seldom mentioned.
I can identify with her, I 'love' her, and I play her in between all the aches and pains, and horrible news stories and it gives me hope for others who have been downtrodden. I am just in awe. She is my breath of fresh air in this troubled world.
I see she just landed in LA and a single "Wild Horses" is posted here:
http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-13-subo-does-the-stones (http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-13-subo-does-the-stones)
She has waited so long for her dream to come true, and haven't we waited for ourselves, trying but not quite making it, just as she did, but in a different way. She is humble, but knows her talent and WOW! I love her voice, and I feel so happy for her (I have mentally adopted her as my angel who keeps me sane.)
..and now back to Wild Horses for the 4th time!
Izzy
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I am glad she helped you, Izzy. It goes to show how much an inspiring person can help someone. Ami
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I love her too! I watched "I've Dreamed a Dream" about 4 times a day when it first came out. (Except the part with the snarky judges.) I haven't been following her lately, looking forward to hearing the new song.
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Thanks Ami, Kathleen
Thanks for stopping in.
I have spent most of today listening to Wild Horses. Susan is awesome. I pre-ordered her CD today as well.
http://www.slrkelowna.ca/susan.html (http://www.slrkelowna.ca/susan.html) Wild Horses and lyrics
xx
Izzy (1:54 am, 9/14)
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Iz,
She affects me the same way. Got goosebumps the first time I saw the video and Simon Cowell' s face was worth everything! (I dont watch American Idol because his response to the contestants disturbs me so much)
I was thinking when I read your post, that your story affects me the same way that hers does. I dont know if you realize it, but you are very, very encouraging to read. I know that we dont even begin to see what you are struggling with--there is a limit to what you can write, I know. I cant imagine the pain you are experiencing.
I cant get on the board much, but just wanted you to know I was thinking of you
CB
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Thank you CB,
I appreciate your post., and yes there is much I cannot say, as it wouldn't be suitable: more of a need to know basis.
I cannot even begin to think of Susan's life then again, I feel akin to her and sense some areas where I expect we are much the same.
If I can explain, and anyone here picture it, she has her dream. We know that, but at 47? What to do 2 years after her mother dies and she's stopped, ............ her songs and the emotion put into them, we can tell she is feeling deeply.
I Dreamed a Dream
Wild Horses (couldn't have pulled her away from her dying mother)
You'll See ( I'll show all you people who made me cry!)
Moon River (Can think only somebody/thing and she are off to find the pot of gold)
I see she personalizes the songs and that is Okay. I personalize the ones I write as that is all I know, but will make something I felt re my daughter, written for a man who appears to be singing to his gal. It really works and makes me one step removed, as the author.
Say I were to have a song published, performed & go "ape sh*t", I would too, as Susan did. I wouldn't believe it. It would be surreal! What if that were a one time thing? etc....all the what ifs
but to realize REAL is to be gobsmacked with the demolition ball and appear crazy.
She no more crazy than I......oh!.......what does that say? She is fine. It was immense that from singing her audition song to being known world wide, took about 9 minutes through Youtube--something I read, for what it's worth, and a mega star in 6 months.
For her, Simon's expression appeared to be the most sincere I've seen.
Thank you too, for your reference on the other post about "my getting through life". Sometimes everything is so natural as is, then something will happen every once in a while, i.e. once passing my bed I noticed my hospital corners awry, so I started at them and stood up ro complete the move, forgetting I couldn't stand and fell all over the place, upsetting my vanity, stool and makeup, but no broken bones.
You take care and come back every so often. WE need to hear from you, too!
Love
Izzy
Oh I wrote a song sounding like one lover leaving another, but it's also about leaving Scotland for America, and homesickness will take her/him back. Needs work as I just did it tonight!
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Iz,
I like her too.
tt
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I just wanted to say hi to you Iz, haven't been on in a while. How are you doing??
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Kevin Skinner won!
I was elated.
:D
(And Susan performed Wild Horses...so so lovely.)
xo
Hops