My own psychiatrist has been saying that I am "paranoid." I'm not paranoid! Psychopathic killers want to hurt me because I am a threat to their N supply! Well, gee! When you tell everyone in the world that these ppl are dangerous and even seriously thought about murdering you once, and no one takes you seriously, thinks you are exadurating, over reacting, maybe making the whole thing up just to get custody of your child, and no one believes you, or is willing to help you. When the Ns start stalking you and you are afraid to leave your own house, watching your every move and you know they are psychopathic killers, I would guess that is a pretty good reason to lock yourself up in your house and pull down the shades and live every moment of your life in fear! Yeah I believe that someone was out to get me, because there WERE ppl out to get me! People who have no conscience, who will even MURDER another person to get what they want and need because the WHOLE WORLD revolves around them!