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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #15 on: March 21, 2025, 04:24:38 PM »
That's terrific news, Amber.  Any relief for B  is long overdue.

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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #16 on: March 22, 2025, 12:48:23 PM »
Wow, that is beautiful news.
I'm so happy for you both.
Wish they'd opened the morphine valve for him a long time ago,
but ... the world.

Bless that nurse.

How about your Big Itch, is it better or gone?
That sounded like true torment.

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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #17 on: March 23, 2025, 08:20:19 AM »
Itch is still here; just getting better. Only downside to B's dosage adjustment, is he's sleeping a lot. Fell asleep at 8 last night (about) and he is still sleeping at 8 this morning. His body might be adjusting... we'll see. He reports the pain level dropped about 50%, so that's responsible - no doubt - for his more active & aware presence the past couple of days. With my itch, I definitely relate to how something physical that's constant, can take over one's brain. It is possible to "shut it out" to focus on needed tasks... but it's time-limited and uses more energy.

I'll text nurse on Monday to report observations and thank her for trying to find a way to help, when the docs aren't even trying.
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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #18 on: March 23, 2025, 12:08:33 PM »
I'm so glad B's got some relief.  Also miffed on his behalf that it's taken this long.  But glad it's happened, none the less.  Still sending 'bye, bye, itchiness' thoughts your way xx

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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #19 on: March 23, 2025, 03:50:36 PM »
I can't imagine what a healing thing it could be to both his body and psyche to sleep 12 hours. Maybe for six months.

He's been tormented by pain for SO long and it's likely harmed his psyche as much as his body.

Morphine was a divine discovery, imo. (Wouldn't say the same for heroin....)

Sleep is a healer I yearn for, so I'm sure I'm projecting that. But it may also be true. Unless he stops breathing, I'd not worry about the sleep. It's a gift.

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PS Glad the itch is retreating, may it be fully gone soon!

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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #20 on: March 24, 2025, 08:30:54 AM »
B says the muscle spasms intensity has been reduced quite a bit. Instead of his legs & feet having a mind of their own, he'll just notice a muscle tightening and loosening... like when guys want to show off a bicep muscle. Important detail is that he only has real feeling in his legs and feet, to about mid-thigh.

Also, I'm having a hard time getting Hol to accept a basic fact of how morphine pumps work. There isn't any psychotropic effect per se; it's directed into the spinal column to soothe the nerves that are agitated & read by the brain as pain.

It is really amazing how positively this small change has helped. He's working at building up his stamina, strength & muscle again by cutting up some downed trees & splitting firewood (for next year). It is repetitive, and I have a wood splitter, so it's not like he's swinging an axe but he put in close to 8 hrs yesterday - with breaks.

Every thing about his presence is clearer and brighter. That is a total relief.
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Re: Farm Journal - 2025
« Reply #21 on: March 24, 2025, 10:55:03 AM »
Relief for B flipped through my stomach, along with the "feelings to mid thigh" and "hours of wood splitting."

The idea of B sleeping 12 hours, at a go....
as Hops said.... it's much needed healing and recovery time, yup yup yup.

I bet B is so happy to be busy busy.  It's a beautiful time of year to work outdoors. Fills me with warmth to picture him engaged and feeling like himself again.

Try not to scratch, Amber.
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