I have often wondered what it is you would want for yourself.
I know you are hurt and confused I also know you have felt that way for a very long time.
You will not find love or peace on this planet .
There are some things worse than death….this narcissism is one of those things .
If what you say is accurate, then why wouldn't a N choose death, if it was an option? Of course, that's assuming they realize their position in life. Can a N realize their true lot in life or is this an oxymoron? If they believe in what you say and are helpless to figure life out...then why not die to find peace? Should a N care about who they leave behind and what those they leave might experience from this "twisted fate"?
If N are so tragically hopeless as
everyone claims, then it seems the world needs to find a better way of pro-actively helping people prone to this brain dys-order. Like a stage 4 cancer, is it too late to intervene by the time we learn of the problems? How can we single out those willing participants who are in the greatest need and help to break the cycle? It seems if families could be followed, rather than only individuals, more progress (over many years) could improve the world. Are N responsible for much horror and crisis in the world? Should a "New Age" Leprotic Island be created for N? It would only matter that they were not upsetting the rest of the world. What would life on earth be like then?
What might the "healthy" world learn from N? Could it be that N exist to caution the world? If they marry and have children, does this advance the N world, or can a N have the vision and the strength to always work to "break the cylcle" as they raise their families?
If a N internally feels somehow different from everyone else, does this exasperate the problem? If all hope is given up on N, then where is the world headed?....or is it a futal cause anyway? What do we do and how do we know the difference?
I, for one, am tired of all this. Is the easy way ultimately the best way?....usually not. But.... suffering and hard work doesn't always promise success. It's a never-ending challenge that requires lots of love and understanding and ,yes, acceptance, in order to have any hope of positive results. The thought of an on-going lifetime struggle rattles me to exhaustion...with those around me, as well as myself. How can we each see and feel the other's perspective if we haven't lived it? We are all trying to find love and acceptance...especially from those important people in our lives. Minimizing N fear, and generating safety for vulnerability, needs to explode wide open...equally, honestly, and in a caring manner. Walk with me, my friend, and I shall never look back.
I think each person must be interested, in a commited way, to put aside all insecurities and fear in finding the truth about any love that has been gifted so gently and eternally. Only then can the fear begin to heal. Walk forever with me. As I feel your soft presence, I continue forward with my head high from the love in my heart. THIS may be the only hope for life and peace on this planet...regardless who we are!