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Twoapenny:
Hi everyone,

Sorry, just want to have a quick bleurgh.  Going through pages and pages of records, mine and my son's, reading horrible things about me and my boy, claims made by my mother, by other people based on claims made by my mother, my younger sister (much more involved in all of this than I had realised), generally obnoxious people who seem to just like 'getting' people and people defending my step dad, who has had multiple affairs behind my mother's back and abused me right under her nose.  There are nice things in there as well and some examples of people who have seen my mum for what she is and refused to dance to her tune - thank goodness for them.  Also some who have, quite honestly, stated that they didn't know what was going on.  So good things as well, but so much hate and nastiness.  Bleurgh.  Sorry have not been on the board much lately - trying to get through this paperwork and get it shifted and moved away, away, away!  Ultimate goal is to scan everything so I can keep it all on USB sticks in case I need it in the future and then have a big bonfire - something a bit ceremonial and new beginning :)

Anyway, thank you for letting me bleurgh :)  Will hopefully be back soon saying it's finished and the solicitors are going through it.  Lots of love xxxx

lighter:
((Tupp:))

I'm sorry you have to go through this.

Remember....

you're on your way out of it.

It won't last forever.

::sending light and engery to get this job over and done with::

Lighter

ps  I'll be there when it's time to light the bonfire, my dear : )

Twoapenny:
Lol!  I'll have to arrange it properly so you guys can all be on-line and I'll update you with who's just gone up in flames :)

Thank you, Lighter.  I should be finished by the end of the weekend.  I'm almost there.  It's just that final push - I really hope this is the last time I am clearing up other people' s shit.  Whatever comes of it at least I will be able to say I've done my best :)  It's not too bad, there's just a million things I'd rather be doing than dealing, indirectly, with my mum and her problems that she won't deal with!  Hopefully no more after this.  Thank you for the light.  It really helps knowing you are all there xxxxx

Redhead Erin:
Oh, what a mess!   Hang in there........(((Tup)))

Twoapenny:
Thank you, Erin!  Half way through now.  Bit more tonight and a couple of hours tomorrow morning and I think the worst will be done.  Will be a relief to get it finally finshed - it's really over shadowed my life for the last six or seven years.  But the end is in sight!  Thank you xx

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