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My brother and just life and stuff
Meh:
It's 4:22 Pm where I am Pacific Coast time. I am supposed to get off of work at 6:00PM, I left early. It is weird to come here to say this but the truth is I don't really have any friends. My mother called me at work and I let it go to voicemail because I am not suppose to take calls.
When I went to break I picked up my voicemail and she asked me to call her, she said it was important. I thought that she probably wanted me to baby-sit her stupid dog.
When I called her she told me that my brother had over-dosed. I asked her when it had happened and she wouldn't give me any details. I started crying on the phone in the break room and then pretty much wailing in the hallways at work. I took the elevator back down to the second floor and the human resource manager was near my desk I told her I was leaving.
Then I needed money to get on the bus so I went to the bank, I got the change, remembed I had a check to deposit pulled it out and gave it to them the bank teller asked me what my plans were for the 4th of July, I told her that I just had a death in my family and I just want to deposit the check and leave.
Meh:
I have to go clean up my stupid room because somebody is going to come over and look at the whole space to rent it. I'm going to go home and clean up the room, take a shower and come back to the library and sit down and write.
My aunt left a voicemail msg on my phone telling me how sad it is, and my phone looks like my mother tried to call me again. I just didn't pick it up. I had gotten off the bus and decided to walk over to the grocery store.
Just feel like I needed to deposit this somewhere that people know a little bit about my family etc.
I'm gonna go clean and shower and then avoid the apartment for a while.
Or maybe I won't come back to the library. I feel like there is no place for me to go. I certainly don't see the point in going to my relative's house and I doubt they even invited me over.
Meh:
My brother's birthday is on the 4th of July...so it was a planned over-dose. He had actually talked about this many years ago.
Dr. Richard Grossman:
Dear Green Bean,
I am so sorry to hear about your brother. Please take care. Thinking of you,
Richard
Meh:
Thanks
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