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Meh:
http://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2013/11/04/242945454/childhood-maltreatment-can-leave-scars-in-the-brain

I think I already sort of know this by now.

Meh:
Its a song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5tr_L31StI

Meh:
Was trying to find a friend of mine from high school via Facebook. I think she reverted her last name to her mother's maiden name which I don't remember what it was. What I found though was her father's obituary from January of this year.

Sort of thinking how strange it is that as an older person I have a harder time meeting and making new friends, and the kind of more close friends that I had in school. I guess life is meant to evolve and change. Sort of wondering if one of my uncles is dead and how and where he died. Families are so broken off. I wish I felt like I had more family or something.

I feel sort of old. And I sort of still feel like I did when I was 15 years old, like mentally. is that normal, to feel like you really haven't changed much in some ways. just thinking out loud.

I've kind of turned into a highly critical person. Sort of complainy like I complain more than other people or something idk

sleepy

Meh:
Today is my Friday. I just get through the week so that I can look forward to two days of feasting lazily on netflix and back to back TV episodes amounting to watching a whole season's worth. Marathon "TV" watching on my laptop. Its escapism. In my mind its LOW RISK but that is kind of a lie, there is totally a risk. Like the risk of not Fing living, not doing a dang thing.

Okay I got to go. I need to go to work. and I need to write some sh*t out. yep

Meh:
Loading up on black tea and then coffee. I slept past 2:00 PM today. !!!! Maybe I just really needed the sleep, I have been feeling tired recently. This sort of seems like too much sleep but whatever

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