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Twoapenny:
--- Quote from: Garbanzo on June 14, 2019, 11:15:58 PM ---Been thinking about 2's Reciprocal relationship post after I met up with an ex coworker/friend yesterday. I think maybe I am going to not plan any more get togethers with her, if she wants to I will leave it up to her. I would like to meet some NEW people at the same time I just don't have the energy or outgoingness to go to meetup groups.
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I understand the lack of energy when it comes to groups, G, I've been really lucky that these things I've done have gone well because generally I find groups draining and I avoid them. It does get difficult to meet people, I think, especially if you don't have the energy or inclination to socialise a lot. Sometimes I think we should all have badges to explain what we want "I'm happy to chat to you for ten minutes to see if you're a nice person but don't come near me if you just want to talk about yourself all the time" :) It would make it easier to filter people out lol xx
sKePTiKal:
So what's new in your world G?
Meh:
Heyo, every thread on here says "New" since I'm random about coming on here.
Only the most mundane. I woke up at 7 AM! I walked to get a cup of coffee. I feel like I have things to write. Not new things. I also feel very unenergetic and bogged down maybe that is just natural. Its a sign of boredom perhaps. bored with old issues.
To sum it up feeling a bit sad and lonely I guess.
Got glasses, had a pair that I never wore many years ago, now maybe I really need them. The old prescription I think was only for one eye, this is for both eyes so it's more balanced maybe. Of course my eyes hurt because of too much screen time. Not enjoying books so much at the moment. Surfing the net. The glasses were sitting and waiting for me to pick them up at the optometrist office for quite a few weeks, I had already paid I almost just didn't care anymore. But now I have them at least they aren't purple this time. I don't feel like ripping them off my face at least.
Sleep schedule is so messed up from my lack of daily grind that I was awake around 5:30 a couple days ago and decided to go for a morning walk, it was nice, quiet. I realized that I hadn't seen a lot of this neighborhood, a coyote slinked by too.
Twoapenny:
The early morning walk sounds nice, G, I love being out when most other people aren't, it's such a different world when it's quiet :) Coyote as well! Are they quite used to people or do they scurry away? We have a lot of urban foxes here who are very bold; they'll go as far as coming in people's houses sometimes. Squirrels in big parks are quite tame as well and will often eat out of people's hands (whether they want them to or not!). We're near the sea so the seagulls are around constantly and will steal food from people as they move it from their hand to their mouth. I saw a lady put her pastie on the roof of her car while she rummaged in her bag for her keys and a very happy seagull swooped down and helped himself :) Lol x
Hopalong:
G--
I hope you find some good company soon, and in the meantimes, you plugging into nature every day (early morning is heaven) is such a wise thing to do. Sometimes just walking and walking calms pain and refreshes mind.
Hugs
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