Amber, reading your list of projects brings me comfort, and calm.....it feels like you're creating sacred spaces. Transformation.....of most kinds.....tickles my attention deficit brain.
Right now, I'm pausing.....looking around....noticing what's really here. What will matter in 5, 10....15 years. 25 years. Checking myself.... my priorities.....taking the temperature of my girls....the bf....making list, or.....poising to make lists.....the bf and youngest DD are asking for a list.
It feels like I'm leaning over a cliff's edge.....
but balanced.
Not teetering, or endangered, or whipped and blinded by the wind....
but leaning into it....
over....above, what's below...with multiple possibilities.
A leap?
Flight?
Swan dive?
I don't know, but there's choice and choices....
restored.
HUGE.
Maybe everything.
Small.
Large.
Expansive.
I get to choose, this time.
Lighter