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Seeding.....
Spread through the blood ...
That's about all I need to know.

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I dosed my chicken and kale with a Trinidadian hot sauce last night. 

Boredom extinguished for a while.

Hopalong:
I know if I were diagnosed with an operable malignancy, I would take the very small risk of "seeding" along with mostly-lifesaving surgery. Perspective.

Luck to your friend! I know it's hard to watch and worry.

hugs
Hops

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Mostly-lifesaving surgery.

Mostly.



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I will just say I wouldn't have surgery for any cancer. 

I'd limit things creating the imbalance creating the cancer, but I wouldn't spend money on the medical complex.  Nope nope nope.

If it became clear things were ending.....I'd might eat everything I craved and I'd crave things bc my taste wouldn't be shot to hell with chemo.  It would be amazing to choose foods I love and just have them with my loved ones and commune...... I'd like to think I'd be genuinely upbeat. I think it's likely I would, but you never know till you're there, do you?

I've ever felt tighly tied to this earth, if you want the truth. I've never felt the need to live forever or leave my gene pool behind or create a dynasty..... nope. 

Moving on has always felt likely to be a peaceful transition and rest. 

I'm quite certain I'd do my best to be unafraid and seek out the joy in every moment. I feel as though I've waited my entire life to be present in moments I understand are limited and precious.  As a child I understood that was something I lacked and desired.  I'm hopeful I can find that state before any end of life situation arises, but I don't know.

I've had a few little mental twitches over burial choices recently, likely bc of mailers from funeral homes and that's OK.

I wish I could turn the farm acreage into green burial space, but that requires a local funeral home's participation...... I think... and I don't think I could do anything with it, but sell it, until my ILs and the crooked attorneys, bankers and boy's club pass on. Some of the crooked attorneys were quite young, but you never know when you'll find good people who do the right thing for the right reasons, even when they don't have to. 

Maybe the monks running the green burial space on the other side of the State have the desire to branch out?

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