Author Topic: I Laugh...just some thoughts  (Read 1087 times)

reallyME

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I Laugh...just some thoughts
« on: June 22, 2006, 07:14:55 AM »
Oh LOLOLOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHA HEHEEHEHEHEH OH MY!

Ya know, there have been sooooooooooooooooo many times when I've read things on here, about me or about other stuff, that I just wanted to laugh and say "oh gosh hahahahahaha, you have no clue about __________!"  I didn't laugh, because, knowing how sensitive many of you are, I thought my laughter would be seen as a hurtful, mocking, put-down type of thing.

The truth is, I really am one of the ones who ended up pulling through the N-mess and who knows how to "beat em at their own game."  Does this make me N-istic? Maybe a little, if you figure that, with an N, the only way to stand up to them, is to use some of their own tactics..."fighting fire with fire" although, like I've said, eventually, someone is going to get burned doing that, one way or the other.  There was, I have to admit, however,  some glee after a while, in knowing what the N in my life would do or say next...it removes the intimidation factor and power from them, over you.

So, when I start reading something on here, where someone seems to have me "figured out," I laugh.  I just know that if most of you met me in real life, you'd either like me, because I am who I am, or you'd hate me because of the same...and, well, it makes me laugh...this internet...what a shallow place it really is, and how much gets left out, because of lack of non-verbal communication.

Just some thoughts

~Laura

Portia

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Re: I Laugh...just some thoughts
« Reply #1 on: June 22, 2006, 08:04:56 AM »
Haha! Hi Laura.

There was, I have to admit, however,  some glee after a while, in knowing what the N in my life would do or say next...it removes the intimidation factor and power from them, over you.

Yes, gotta admit, I’ve done it, I’ve laughed. Like a stress-relieving laugh, one that says “the fear is gone”. A celebratory laugh, one of release. And yes, there have been moments in real life where I’ve been astounded at the N-by-numbers phenomenon, predicting what someone will do or say next. That’s a kind of laughter-by-shock. Again, laughter as release.

I don’t laugh at anyone though. I don’t laugh at my parents or anyone else. It’s too sad.

I think I’d like you if I met you. We’d have a few topics of disagreement I bet, but I think I’d respect those differences and like you.

reallyME

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Re: I Laugh...just some thoughts
« Reply #2 on: June 22, 2006, 12:47:33 PM »
Portia, N-BY-NUMBERS!!! So true!!!  Good one!

I KNOW I'd like you in 3-D