Hi Pennyplant,
As to the chills, part of it is that you set a story very well, so I'm there, in it, can feel the little baby's peril and waves of indifference coming off the man in the smoking jacket, who, to me, radiates a powerful and unpredictable force.
Part of the chill is projection on my part. I haven't dreamed about my own F. in years. Also, whenever something dangerous happens in one of my dreams I'm always voiceless to help or warn of the danger. From age 7 (first violence I experienced at home) to age 21 (moved 2.000 miles away) I had thousands of variations on the same nightmare: something awful, terrifying and unseen is after me, breathing down my neck in the woods or just outside the window if I'm indoors, and I'm running for my life. The setting and specifics varied, but three things were always true: never saw what was after me, never had any help, was never able to scream or say a word. I had no idea it was unusual to have nightmares several times a week till I hit Abnormal Psych in college.
Hi Anansi,
Thanks again for this exercise, and the sharing you led us to. I'd second Hops' recommendation of The Artists' Way (it's great), also The Zen of Seeing, and The Awakened Eye (the last 2 are companion books). I don't know what kind of exercises you're most interested in, but I know several people who swear by The Anxiety and Phobia Workbook as a healing tool.
Best to everyone,
LoH