YIKES!!! - Bleeding in my eye is suspected - results in Secondary Glaucoma

[moonlight52]

SF ,


You have been though a lot........................................................................................................................                                                                           

Issues with one's eyesight are very difficult .So you have no retinal damage this is so good.And you now have the best care for glaucoma.

So many GP'S have no clue about macular degeneration or glaucoma.

The treatment for glaucoma is really good now.

Please let us know how you are feeling.

much love to you,

moon

[Sallying Forth]

Thanks for everyone for your kind and supportive words.

Through this experience I am learning to trust my gut feelings or intuition even more. The accuracy rate is about 99.99% right now. I remember when I first started healing my accuracy was about 50%. My t says that is because of abuse and how we learn to not trust ourselves. We listen to everyone else instead of our inner wisdom. He says as we heal we begin to trust our inner wisdom or gut feelings or intuition. Then it becomes more and more accurate as we trust ourselves rather than others.

I called my t and told him about my experience. One of the last things he said to me in our appointment was, "Don't listen to that doctor. She doesn't know you like you know you. Trust your gut feelings." On the phone today he said, "Imagine if you would have gone with that doctor's recommendation to return to seeing your therapist 4 times a month. In less than 2 months time you would have been blind!"

In the ER last Thursday the doctor and I were joking about my symptoms. This was before he could figure out what was going on, and after I had told him about the dip doctor. He jokingly said, "This is probably all psycho stuff." I said, "Yes, its is psychological - 10% psycho and 90% logical." It's one of my h's favorite sayings when some dip doctor says my problems are psychological. The doctor loved that too.

That doctor certainly learned a valuable lesson about trusting his gut too.

[Hopalong]

Thank you, Sally.
This is an inspiration.

How is your eye feeling now?

Hops

[Sallying Forth]

Hi Hops,
Better but not all the way there. At least it appears the bleeding has decreased. Although I am not a doctor so I can't be sure.

When the medicine wears off in the early morning hours I see the strangest things. The eye doctor says this is bleeding in my eye. Well just great!    It appears as a huge, hairy, fuzzy,  grey, spider crawling across the ceiling. There is no definition to it. I have awaken my husband several times in the early morning hours to ask if he sees a spider on the ceiling. Very creepy. There isn't anything though. Enough to drive you crazy or think you are going crazy. At least now I understand what it is.

Imagining telling the doctor about this huge, fuzzy, grey, spider which only appears during the early morning hours. She didn't even look at me funny. Then she explained it.


I am getting nervous about the doctor's appointment on Friday.

[Plucky]

Sallying,
what is going to happen on Friday?
Also, do write down your T's comment to the effect that you would have gone blind.  Keep it for your letter.    Can anyone write the letter for you?  Maybe you should dictate instead of trying to use your precious eyes. Are you suppoed to be up on the computer like this?
a worrywart
Plucky

[Hopalong]

Coincidentally, I just read a long article about tarantulas and their habitats.
They definitely do not like eyeballs.

Sally, take gentle care...don't be afraid. You are one strong mama and you have gotten onto this problem pronto. I think you can be very confident that you will grow from it as you seem to grow from everything. You are wise and you have dealt with far worse.

I think you can trust the docs to take good care of you...what they know about eye conditions today is amazing. (The pres of the university here had glaucoma for decades and it stayed well controlled. One of my best friends has had it too, for many years, and her vision is just fine as long as she uses her eyedrops Rx.)

I echo Plucky though...is it okay to be computerizing? Probably won't damage thing, but I'll help Plucky worrry....

Hops