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cj:
Oh nearly forgot..... Guest! I agree with your theory about depersonalisation  being a 'shield' to block/cover up depression, at least in some cases. For me it serves that fuction a lot i think, even though a lot of the time, i might not even be aware of it doing so.

Anonymous:
c.j.

Guest here, and thanks so much for the affirmation. I never know what to say half the time, but I think it's good therapy getting my head around it, whatever 'it is' and getting it out. I hope you're getting somewhere with all this. Did you get to delete any of the stuff you wanted to? It's hard sharing some sh*@*y experiences best left behind. And then thinking about the ways the old brain and heart have worked out strange ways to cope or function as you say.

But I had to laugh at your unintentional misspelling of 'function'. It's priceless and I've added it to my vocab now. I now have a new word for my dysfunctional functioning, I'm now gonna call it 'fuctioning'. It's when my totally f*#%ed up functioning system is in control. So I'm either 'functioning', which are my healthy ways of living, or 'fuctioning' which are my unhealthy ways of living. Thanks c.j. and I hope you're doing okay.

Guest

cj:
Hi Guest. Glad to be of service!:) I haven't had a chance to look into getting them deleted. Would I just email one of the moderators and ask nicely?
It is heavy indeed. Working through all of this. I feel like I've been in a bubble and its like.... :shock:....so much to wade through.
But I did one good thing today. I put a small amount of money into my bank account, towards getting a place of my own. Its a small step (and a small amount of money lol), but its good intentions and will build up week by week.

Dr. Richard Grossman:
Hi, cj--

E-mail me at ragrossman@voicelessness.com, and let me know which posts you would like deleted.

Best,

Richard

Portia:
Yay cj!  :D Congrads on making that step with your bank account: money may not buy happiness but it sure is one good way to independence.  8)  I’m so happy for you!
I looked up a Churchill quotation for you:

“Odd things animals.
All dogs look up to you. All cats look down to you. Only a pig looks at you as an equal.”

(I love all animals, and find patting pigs very comforting. Call me weird, but it’s my thing. :wink: ) P

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