I do not know where pain comes from
I can be happily sitting there, staring into space, when - WHAM
Out of nowhere, I am reminded of my past
Sometimes I feel it is a mind game, or a trick, to take what I know and turn it into something positive
I am not a victim
I am stronger because of my pain
I am not remorseful, I welcome who I am
I refuse to be sad for what was done to me. I can only be sad for abusers. For their life is nothing.
But I am something. I mean something to God and myself, and lots of people. I am here for a reason.
Jac, please know that I have endured the same kind of pain you are going through, and it does get better, k?
Please know that I am crying for you, and you cannot leave, because I need your hope. We only have each other jac, cause we are the survivors.
bean
