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James73

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Re: my personal cheerleader
« Reply #15 on: April 27, 2007, 01:57:07 PM »
Hey axa, yeh TV does suck the very life out of you, i know someone who does nothing else and theyve turned into a zombie, i read something the other day that said 30% of our brain shuts down when we watch TV, pretty amazing and scary! Not sure about a business coach but Im good to bounce a few ideas off  :D
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« Reply #16 on: April 28, 2007, 03:14:24 AM »
James,

If I watch the apprentice my overall feeling of success in business seems to me to have a very N approach.  Alan Sugar comes to mind, find him scary!!!! and the whole process very humiliating.  I think it shows people at their worst.  I dont think I have that killer instinct and am not motivated enough by money to make a success of a business.......... writing this I think maybe I should become a hippy and live in a bender!

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« Reply #17 on: April 28, 2007, 06:42:24 AM »
Hey axa, yeh I know that Alan Sugar is a bit of a nightmare but I think under it all he may be quite a nice guy, I think he has to be a shit to deal with all the N's around him, sort of keep the dogs in line although I may be wrong. The truly successful  business people have N traits as do we all but they are not all N's although some will be by law of averages. With my business I make sure I operate fairly and as open as I can, you may get shafted from time to time but then I think that is worth your own self repsect and the making sure you treat others fairly. Me ol pa was a manager in his old job and he treated people fairly and justly and they never took days off work and the like as they respected him as he treated them well and respected them back, business can work and be successful without being Narcissisistic, perhaps it has a better chance of success if you operate with less narcissicism, i'll let you know in a few years!  :P I do agree that in a city like London where I used to work it is filled with N's, looking back they are like  a plague on the city, still thats the city and office work a business is a completely different animal.

I like the hippy idea, i'd like to live in a tree I think in the new forest, i was thinking about Epping but its a little icky  :P
Love ya
james

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« Reply #18 on: April 28, 2007, 02:12:01 PM »
A few months' delay until I can make the leap is no disaster

That's what I am having to swallow too Hops, after psyching myself up to move I find I didn't quite think through everything but once it is all coming together as you say

it helps ensure that it's extremely well thought out.

I did a wonderful music group just at the place I was beginning to hate going to, but again with patience I have seen things turn around and things fall back into place.
People could have sabotaged me but I held fast to what I knew was right without arguing or fighting, and I'm back in balance there.

I've had a few manic days so yesterday I took Seroquel and slept all day. Feeling fine today.

Love to everyone! Got to do another patient group now then sing a concert tonight....and I wonder why I'm getting manic!

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« Reply #19 on: April 29, 2007, 04:48:23 AM »
Hops,

I often forget that what I engage in is a process.  I have this driven desire to get to the END all the time, complete the thing, have it done............. it is through the process I have, when I am aware, learned and when I allow myself, have the pleasure.  What do you think about this?

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« Reply #20 on: April 29, 2007, 04:02:35 PM »
Thanks, Axa.
I was just thinking to myself, the moment before I read your post (swear!): Self, what's been making you so happy is the process, all the learning and all the steps, so just keep enjoying it!

It's the answer. Of course. It's the answer because it's the present and that's all there is!

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Hops
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« Reply #21 on: May 03, 2007, 04:55:13 PM »
I often forget that what I engage in is a process.

(Axa )

I was about to log off when I started looking around for this which caught my eye last week. You have said so much pertinent stuff for me recently!

There seem to be two things I need to keep in mind right now- the ongoing process, and the depersonalisation of emotionally-charged events.

I had an argument with the guy at church, actually I think I was provoked a little, but also he really got me fired up by saying 'you're the Queen of compassion, it's a test of your commitment to that' etc Actually I am paraphrasing, like most emotionally charged conversations I can only remember what I heard, which may not necessarily be what was said!

The interesting thing was how detached I was afterwards though from the usual thing which happens- you  know that cycle of 'I shouldn't have reacted/ said that/ WHAT did he say???!' sort-of thing which ends up in feelign shameful and childish....

and I emailed and said what i meant to, and when we met I was courteous and kind. And it was fine.

So many times I have let emotional situations rule,

 I have this driven desire to get to the END all the time, complete the thing, have it done.............

probably for this- to get things resolved.

I am learning to sit with lack of resolution and it doesn't unhinge me....

it's the present and that's all there is!

what is, is.
How I react- that's variable.
How I use the process to decide or reinforce stuff about myself- that's essential to being well.

Personal cheerleading indeed if we can learn to do it when everyone else has thrown out the pompoms and ra-ra skirts with our team logo!!!!