Hop, that is why we never get boyfriends. Because we do not have room in our hearts. We love so much are babies that we do not leave any room for something else. Enmeshment? I guess, too much.
I know, we need to let go. I cannot imagine how you feel knowing that your baby is on a rainy highway driving with a uhaul, scared of the changes, getting so far from the only person who loves her unconditionally.
I feel terrified for my son. But like Izzy said, wanting to vomit is too much. The anxiety I feel is neurotic. I was healing a little, but it started again with GFM. That is the point. There is always something. This year was Dr. U, then the secretaries, then sixth period, then GFM, then Christmas, and the anxiety it causes me is too much. Not normal. Nobody should suffer su much for the normal problems of life.
We do. Why? FOO I guess. We are so f**ked up on our heads. That is what we have to fix.
The book says it is arrogance. We feel so superior and we do not get what we want and then feel frustrated, as a baby who did not get candy. But this is too much. I deserve my son's loyalty. But he is not being unloyal, just being human.
I still feel proud that I had a disagreement with you and another with CH and we dealed with it with dilignce, dignity, respect, and love. I am proud that in anymoment I felt attacked by you or CH. I truly felt like a disagreement. It is like if you are republican and I am democrat, or CH goes to the green party, we can be freinds and love each other. It does not matter who do yo voet for.
Rudolph, John, Mike, Hillary, they are humans. We are too.
I sound better, I had to take my anxiety pill. I do not usually take it. But the chemestry wins. So, if it is chemestry, why can I do my own chemestry on my own, working my issues. Hmmm.
I wish I could feel better with my own mental power.
